Sunday, December 6, 2009

UGHHHHHHHHH! Im SO CONFUSED/PISSED

You need to control what you eat. GOD, weight is just a number...and anyway, the reason I weigh almost as much as my mom is because I HAVE MORE F***ING MUSCLE THEN HER! Jesus Christ, my parents should get off my back about being "fat". They should just leave me alone, do they want me to be as skinny as a stick? FINE! Then I won't eat breakfast or lunch! They are so annoying! UGH!......UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! IM SO PISSED OFF! I COULD SNAP SOMEONE'S HEAD OFF!!!!! LIKE NOLAN! I COULD SNAP HIS HEAD OFF! HE'S BEEN SUCH A JERK TO ME!!! ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! IM SO PISSED! I should gain 100000 lb. just because! D:< STUPID STUPID PARENTS! SOOOOOOOO Pissed off! UGH! ANd I HATE READING GREAT EXPECTATIONS! HATE HATE HATE IT! >:( Why do we even have to read it!?!?!?!?! Geezzzzzzzzz!

Now to the confusing part, I realized, that the best way to get over someone is to like someone else. Gradually I'm starting to forget what Derek looks like, how he acts, everything...except for the pain that he's left me. But I think I'm moving on, YAY! The only thing is...I don't like anyone. Sirbey, hmm I might like him? I'm not sure. I'm totally over Andy, and Derek is disappearing....I think I have Sirbey to thank. But I don't think I like him....hmmm, weird. Oh well, whatever!
Ew math tomorrow, and i really have to write my paragraphs for Photography, I'll do that tomorrow...er after I work on my history essay

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