Day of Mixed Feelings

This morning I was tired
This afternoon I was happy
Now I'm pissed off and slightly frusterated.

*sigh* So I did the P.E. quiz, but I thought I turned it in, but it turned out I didn't.
So I tried to email Ms. Hardman, but it didn't work. And I'm afraid that she'll make me down.

Question of the Day: What is wrong with me??

Since I've moved, I have had these weird things called "Depressed Moments". I become depressed for a certain amount of time. It's like all the the happiness in my life become dull and nothing is important anymore. Whether its homework or friends, food or books. Some reasons I believe is homework (aka Highschool), maybe another reason is Dylan. Another reason STILL is possibly...no...probably I'm missing Scripps Ranch. I feel like life it's self isn't as fun anymore.
Yes, Alexandra, and Sammy and everyone is nice. But I'm just not that close to them. I haven't heard from Sandra is several days and Laura never calls (and when I call her she doesnt pick up). I don't even think Nolan feels what I'm feeling. He's moved around so much, he's used to it. I...I miss San Diego. I really want to go back...Even if, I have to see him again.
Now my internet isn't doing so great. I'm trying to listen to happy music, but...it just reminds me of Scripps. I'm probably really pathetic. I KNOW I'm really pathetic.

Great...I'm just making myself feel worse, ahaha <-(forced laughing ) Maybe I'll just listen to sad music. It fits my mood better anyway. None of my friends even read this, why do I even bother writing?

WHY ISNT IT RAINING?????????????