Boys/Guys/Jerks (whatever you want to call 'them')

Boys...Guys...Jerks. They are all one thing, terrible, wonderful, amazing, bastards. Boys, you can't live with them, you can't live without them. They can't understand that every once in a while, a girl would just love to be swept off their feet. Now, I don't believe in love at first sight, nor do I believe in love is perfect. Love isn't perfect and I know that. Every relationship has their flaws. My experiences with boys have NOT been pleasant. I am the kind that has a quiet crush. I like someone and I don't tell I like them and then I fall out of love. I know, I know...I should get into the game and not wait on the sidelines. But I'd rather not be hurt. I had a friend, I won't name names but, she (Cynthia) liked a guy (Tom), Cynthia told her friend Amy, it turned out Amy liked Tom, and Tom liked Amy back. So pretty much Amy and Tom were "together". Cynthia was crushed, C.R.U.S.H.E.D. I'd rather not be hurt like that. Plus I'd perfer it if the guy asked me out, instead of well, me asking him. Apparently i'm very...transparent. If I like a guy, I tend to like...annoy them? And not only do they realize I like them, they end up hating me. Or at least that's what happened the last 2 times I liked someone, *cough* Derek Mann and Andy Kuharski. And when I like someone I tend to...well, it is NOT stalk them. It's more like...well ok...>/////////////< For example, one guy I asked his friend for his number and then got his address from the Yellow Pages. I quess you could classify it as stalking....but ITS NOT!
Why don't guys use words like...Beautiful, or Gorgeous? Most of the time you hear, Sexy or Hot. Sure it sets a mood, but HONESTLY!