Homework sucks.
School...sucks.
Being cold...sucks.
Everything pretty much sucks.
Life sucks.
You might be wondering why, I think life sucks. But if you were me, life WOULD suck.
if you don't start showing responsiblity we will start taking things away. Like your computer
Quote from my dear old papa on the subject of homework. Well dearest dad, if you took my computer away how would I do my homework? >:] AHAHAAHHAHAHA! Nadia's brilliant/stupid mind at work!
Ahahaahaha, guess what...I watched the movie Whispers of the Heart.
It's a good slash (/) cheeesy movie! You should watch it. I love it...even the manga was good!
It's so romantic. <3...it kinda reminds me though, of how my love life sucks. *sigh* still, very good movie
Now, uhh my parents DID yell at me a bit. I ended up cleaning my room. :(
But at least I watched a movie, and right now I'm watching the movie Tell No One.
I read the book, it was really good!
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Siena's 3rd chapter
Chapter 3c
“Siena. We need to talk. NOW.” Belle was yelling at me. No duh she was pissed since I had benefited from her stupid tantrum.
“What do you want?” My voice was just dripping with a steel edge, giving off an I-don’t-give-a-shit feeling to her.
Belle’s had an extremely angry look on her face. “Did you…steal Lex from me?”
“He wasn’t yours to begin with.” Belle thinks that everyone belongs to her if she likes them. To her, we’re all just possessions, things, easily replaceable things.
“You know he was mine! Just admit it! I bet you don’t even like him!” Belle began to do her weird angry pout. Did she forget she was the one who posted all over everything that I liked him?
“I do like him, you were just so concerned about yourself you never even bothered to notice! Do you even realize that there are other people around you?! That OTHER people have feelings?! Its not all about you all the time, and maybe, just maybe, if you actually really cared about me and were a real friend, you may have realized that I do like him!”
There was silence.
Slap! Belle slapped me.
The pain tingled on my cheek, I was so shocked that I was just wide eyed. I turned to look at her, a twinge of betrayal crawling into my heart. A tear started shedding, and it wasn’t Belle’s.
“Y-you…you slapped me…”
“You deserved it—” Belle turned to look at my face, and saw a reflection of the shock of betrayal. “Don’t look at me like that! After all the things you said, don’t look at me like I’m… like I’m at fault!” Belle started stuttering, realizing how much one action was hurting me.
Belle turned and ran away, not knowing how to deal with the situation. That is just like her, to run away and give up on things that she doesn’t know what to do with. I was still standing there, stiff like a board, my cheek a little red from the area the Belle slapped me with.
I dropped to my knees. I knew we would be fighting, but like this? If we’re going to be fighting with violence, I’d rather not fight at all. I only meant for us to hurt each other emotionally, and maybe, just maybe I could change Belle, make her realize the world around her. But physically? I don’t want to fight like this. This wasn’t how it was supposed to be.
This was when the tears started falling. Rolling down my cheeks, one coming right after another. They wouldn’t stop. I huddled into a ball and just cried to myself. My day was just spiraling down the gutter. I haven’t cried like this…ever since that incident. I promised myself I wouldn’t cry again, and look at me now. Minutes went by, and tears slowed down, but they were still there. I kept reliving that moment, the moment where Belle slapped me. The impact of her hand on my face stung, emotionally and physically. I just could not believe that Belle had actually slapped me.
“…Siena? Are you okay?” A guy’s voice was directed toward me, there was a hint of worry in his voice.
I didn’t want to look up, but I did anyway. Slowly I stood up and raised my head, opened my eyes, and saw Lex, of all people, standing above me. Once I saw his face, I realized how terrible I must’ve looked and quickly turned my face to the side. I did not want him to see my crying face.
“Siena, are you okay?” He said this a second time, gently touching my shoulder with his hand.
My voice cracked since I had cried so much, I didn’t actually think anyone heard me. “I-I’m okay…I think.”
“You sure? Did something happen? Did someone hurt you or something?” Lex was really worried, I felt so humiliated to have the guy I like see this weak, pathetic side of me.
I raised my head slightly and he saw the red mark on my right cheek. His eyes widened just a bit, he didn’t want me to see how shocked he was, the worst possibilities of what happened running though his head.
“I…I was just having an…a-argument with a f-friend…” The event ran through my head again, and my eyes began to water. I still could not accept the fact that Belle had actually slapped me. The words were beginning to get harder to push out of my mouth.
Lex was silent. Then, his arms raised slowly and wrapped around me, his warmth seeping into my cold skin. I didn’t realize how cold I was, sitting in a corner with only a sleeveless shirt and jeans, until Lex hugged me. As I realized what was going on, I saw how strong his arms were as they held me, and then the tears just began to fall.
“Its okay.” Lex said to me very gently, his words whispering into my ear.
My fists were clenched, hard, but I released them as he said these words and wrapped my arms around him. We were standing there, hugging each other, Lex stroking my head. It felt so nice, being able to confide into someone, even if it was a hug. It may have been just a hug at that time, but to me, it was everything. Lex’s hug was just like a ray of light, shining down on me, taking me out of my misery. I felt so safe, so content in his arms that all my feelings were just released all over again. Had he not come, I would’ve been sitting there all day.
Minutes went by and Lex still held me and I still cried. I was pretty embarrassed but I was so glad he hadn’t left me. When the tears began to go down, I still wanted to stay in his arms, and yet, I just wanted to leave. The memory of Belle slapping me was still fresh in my mind, and I just had to get out of here. I needed to leave so I wouldn’t break down again, I could do that later at home.
I slowly let my arms go, letting them slowly fall down to my side. Lex did the same as well. “Ah…sorry about that.” I pushed out a smile for him. “I’m okay now, I’ll give you a call later. Hopefully I’ll see you tomorrow…maybe.” I just wanted to leave so bad, I was itching with anticipation to just forget about the incident with Belle and look back on our hug.
I began to walk away, but something grabbed my hand.
Lex grasped my hand and looked me in the eyes, he still had a look of concern on his face. “Let me at least walk you home, please.” I could tell Lex wanted to know what happened, but he knew that now wasn’t the right time.
I nodded slowly and we walked side by side in the direction of my house. We walked in silence. I didn’t really want to say anything and Lex actually had no clue what to say, but it was nice how he didn’t say anything. No prodding or questioning of what happened. Had he asked me about what happened, I would’ve just began sobbing all over again. We were just silent during the whole walk home.
As we began to approach my house, we began to slow down.
“If you need anything or need someone to talk to, just call me, promise me that okay?” Even after the 20 minute walk, Lex was still concerned. I had expected him to be a little angry for me not saying anything.
“I will, I promise. I’ll call you later, I just… need some time.” As much as I love being near Lex, I needed some space, some alone time.
“Okay, remember to call if you need anything…” Lex began to turn away reluctantly.
I stood there for a moment, and then started running.
I wrapped my arms around him from the back one more time.
“Thanks, for everything.” My voice was a whisper, but I’m sure he heard, because he began to turn around.
But before he could fully turn around, I let go and ran back home. I fumbled for the keys in my bag, ran in, and then closed the door. I leaned on the door and slid down. The tears were streaming again. I remembered that my parents weren’t going to be home until 11:00 as I slowly brought myself up to my room while still crying. I collapsed on my bed and cried myself to sleep. I’ve never felt so exposed and helpless before, my emotions just pouring out of me in streams. All I could do was cry.
“Siena. We need to talk. NOW.” Belle was yelling at me. No duh she was pissed since I had benefited from her stupid tantrum.
“What do you want?” My voice was just dripping with a steel edge, giving off an I-don’t-give-a-shit feeling to her.
Belle’s had an extremely angry look on her face. “Did you…steal Lex from me?”
“He wasn’t yours to begin with.” Belle thinks that everyone belongs to her if she likes them. To her, we’re all just possessions, things, easily replaceable things.
“You know he was mine! Just admit it! I bet you don’t even like him!” Belle began to do her weird angry pout. Did she forget she was the one who posted all over everything that I liked him?
“I do like him, you were just so concerned about yourself you never even bothered to notice! Do you even realize that there are other people around you?! That OTHER people have feelings?! Its not all about you all the time, and maybe, just maybe, if you actually really cared about me and were a real friend, you may have realized that I do like him!”
There was silence.
Slap! Belle slapped me.
The pain tingled on my cheek, I was so shocked that I was just wide eyed. I turned to look at her, a twinge of betrayal crawling into my heart. A tear started shedding, and it wasn’t Belle’s.
“Y-you…you slapped me…”
“You deserved it—” Belle turned to look at my face, and saw a reflection of the shock of betrayal. “Don’t look at me like that! After all the things you said, don’t look at me like I’m… like I’m at fault!” Belle started stuttering, realizing how much one action was hurting me.
Belle turned and ran away, not knowing how to deal with the situation. That is just like her, to run away and give up on things that she doesn’t know what to do with. I was still standing there, stiff like a board, my cheek a little red from the area the Belle slapped me with.
I dropped to my knees. I knew we would be fighting, but like this? If we’re going to be fighting with violence, I’d rather not fight at all. I only meant for us to hurt each other emotionally, and maybe, just maybe I could change Belle, make her realize the world around her. But physically? I don’t want to fight like this. This wasn’t how it was supposed to be.
This was when the tears started falling. Rolling down my cheeks, one coming right after another. They wouldn’t stop. I huddled into a ball and just cried to myself. My day was just spiraling down the gutter. I haven’t cried like this…ever since that incident. I promised myself I wouldn’t cry again, and look at me now. Minutes went by, and tears slowed down, but they were still there. I kept reliving that moment, the moment where Belle slapped me. The impact of her hand on my face stung, emotionally and physically. I just could not believe that Belle had actually slapped me.
“…Siena? Are you okay?” A guy’s voice was directed toward me, there was a hint of worry in his voice.
I didn’t want to look up, but I did anyway. Slowly I stood up and raised my head, opened my eyes, and saw Lex, of all people, standing above me. Once I saw his face, I realized how terrible I must’ve looked and quickly turned my face to the side. I did not want him to see my crying face.
“Siena, are you okay?” He said this a second time, gently touching my shoulder with his hand.
My voice cracked since I had cried so much, I didn’t actually think anyone heard me. “I-I’m okay…I think.”
“You sure? Did something happen? Did someone hurt you or something?” Lex was really worried, I felt so humiliated to have the guy I like see this weak, pathetic side of me.
I raised my head slightly and he saw the red mark on my right cheek. His eyes widened just a bit, he didn’t want me to see how shocked he was, the worst possibilities of what happened running though his head.
“I…I was just having an…a-argument with a f-friend…” The event ran through my head again, and my eyes began to water. I still could not accept the fact that Belle had actually slapped me. The words were beginning to get harder to push out of my mouth.
Lex was silent. Then, his arms raised slowly and wrapped around me, his warmth seeping into my cold skin. I didn’t realize how cold I was, sitting in a corner with only a sleeveless shirt and jeans, until Lex hugged me. As I realized what was going on, I saw how strong his arms were as they held me, and then the tears just began to fall.
“Its okay.” Lex said to me very gently, his words whispering into my ear.
My fists were clenched, hard, but I released them as he said these words and wrapped my arms around him. We were standing there, hugging each other, Lex stroking my head. It felt so nice, being able to confide into someone, even if it was a hug. It may have been just a hug at that time, but to me, it was everything. Lex’s hug was just like a ray of light, shining down on me, taking me out of my misery. I felt so safe, so content in his arms that all my feelings were just released all over again. Had he not come, I would’ve been sitting there all day.
Minutes went by and Lex still held me and I still cried. I was pretty embarrassed but I was so glad he hadn’t left me. When the tears began to go down, I still wanted to stay in his arms, and yet, I just wanted to leave. The memory of Belle slapping me was still fresh in my mind, and I just had to get out of here. I needed to leave so I wouldn’t break down again, I could do that later at home.
I slowly let my arms go, letting them slowly fall down to my side. Lex did the same as well. “Ah…sorry about that.” I pushed out a smile for him. “I’m okay now, I’ll give you a call later. Hopefully I’ll see you tomorrow…maybe.” I just wanted to leave so bad, I was itching with anticipation to just forget about the incident with Belle and look back on our hug.
I began to walk away, but something grabbed my hand.
Lex grasped my hand and looked me in the eyes, he still had a look of concern on his face. “Let me at least walk you home, please.” I could tell Lex wanted to know what happened, but he knew that now wasn’t the right time.
I nodded slowly and we walked side by side in the direction of my house. We walked in silence. I didn’t really want to say anything and Lex actually had no clue what to say, but it was nice how he didn’t say anything. No prodding or questioning of what happened. Had he asked me about what happened, I would’ve just began sobbing all over again. We were just silent during the whole walk home.
As we began to approach my house, we began to slow down.
“If you need anything or need someone to talk to, just call me, promise me that okay?” Even after the 20 minute walk, Lex was still concerned. I had expected him to be a little angry for me not saying anything.
“I will, I promise. I’ll call you later, I just… need some time.” As much as I love being near Lex, I needed some space, some alone time.
“Okay, remember to call if you need anything…” Lex began to turn away reluctantly.
I stood there for a moment, and then started running.
I wrapped my arms around him from the back one more time.
“Thanks, for everything.” My voice was a whisper, but I’m sure he heard, because he began to turn around.
But before he could fully turn around, I let go and ran back home. I fumbled for the keys in my bag, ran in, and then closed the door. I leaned on the door and slid down. The tears were streaming again. I remembered that my parents weren’t going to be home until 11:00 as I slowly brought myself up to my room while still crying. I collapsed on my bed and cried myself to sleep. I’ve never felt so exposed and helpless before, my emotions just pouring out of me in streams. All I could do was cry.
Friday, September 25, 2009
Siena's 2nd ch.
Chapter 2
The classes went by in a blur, I hardly even noticed since I was so ecstatic that I finally took on the initiative to take on Belle. She’s been walking around like she’s so important and doesn’t care who she tramples with her big fat self centeredness that finally, FINALLY someone is going to take her down a notch and show her that the real world isn’t so pretty. Finally, I’m walking out of the school going to start my walk home. Sigh, if only today weren’t so hot.
“Hey, Siena. Come here for a sec.” Belle is calling me over. Can’t she just see that I don’t give a shit about her and her problems anymore?
“What do you want?” I am not budging, I am not giving in to her royal drama highness. If Belle wants to talk to me, she better get her lazy ass over here.
“Come here first, and then I’ll talk to you!” She’s sounding really desperate, but that would’ve only worked had I not declared all out war on her. I don’t think she even realizes that I did, that’s big ol’ oblivious Belle for you.
“If you want to talk about something, then why don’t you come OVER here?”
“No, I’m extremely serious! I really need to talk to you in somewhere private…”
I decided to go over to the empty space behind the 200 buildings and walked over to Belle.
“This BETTER be important, or else I’m leaving.”
“Ok, so you know how Lex broke up with his girlfriend? Well turns out, I think he’s going to ask me out tomorrow, because today we switched seats and he sat right next to me, and we kept making eye contact. I can’t wait! What should I wear tomorrow?” Belle kept going on and on about how she wanted to look absolutely perfect, but if you can’t tell right now, I really don’t give a shit. “—ok, so do you think I should wear the all black outfit or should I go with the red checkered blouse with a black tank top underneath plus my skinny jeans?”
“Belle…I told you only if this was important. These ‘issues’ of yours, I really don’t give a shit about ok?!” God, can’t she tell that I honestly don’t care?
“Shut up! I know you’re just jealous because you have a secret crush on Lex, just admit it!” What the hell is wrong with this girl?! Just because I don’t want to listen about her ‘newly starting love life’ with Lex doesn’t mean I like him! I barely even know him for crying out loud!
“You know what – screw this!” I walked away, knowing that Belle will be telling everyone the next day saying ‘Siena likes Lex and now she won’t be my friend anymore even though I forgave her!’ Psh, screw this shit. I don’t need Belle, Allie, or anyone else’s acceptance. I don’t care if I’m hated at school or anything. As long as I know what I’m doing isn’t wrong, then screw everyone else’s opinions.
The next morning, I get so rudely awakened by my phone buzzing its head off while playing Knock You Down by Keri Hilson. Isn’t that a great way to start the day, for a second time?! I reached over grabbed the phone and said “…hello?” Gosh, did I sound weird.
“Oh mah gawd, Siena, you like Lex?!” Lily’s voice on the phone sounds extremely excited. I haven’t liked anyone (and told someone) since 6th grade, but I’ve had crushes here and there. I’ve never really bothered to tell anyone, and I do NOT like Lex.
“NO. Belle told you that didn’t she…” I wonder how many people she’s told already. Sigh, Belle can be such a blabbermouth, even when the issues are extremely private.
“Um… actually you’re not going to like this…”
“Oh, God. Can my life get any worse?”
“Well…Belle kind of sent out a text to everyone, put it on her facebook, myspace, and status message…” I
I checked my phone, facebook, and her gmail status, and whoop-di-doo…
“…OH MY FUCKING GOD. I’M GOING TO MURDER HER.” THE NERVE!! How could she do something like that?! Oh wait, this is Belle we’re talking about, I should’ve expected something like this. Great.
“Yeah, sorry…”
“I’ll see you at school.”
I am going to kill her, literally.
“Belle, get your fucking ass over here.” I am seriously trying to hide my anger, but its not working, not one single bit.
“God Siena, we need to work on that language!” Belle sounds mischievously happy, just what I need to start my fuse.
“Take that status and messages off your facebook, myspace, and whatever shit you have.” “Aww, are you mad that I told everyone the truth?” Belle has this weird smirk on her face that says if I don’t get what I want, this is what will happen. “This is what happens when you mess with me Siena, I can and will ruin your tragically stupid life.”
That was the final pull. I grabbed Belle’s cell phone, threw it to the ground, and smashed it with my foot.
“HEY! That was brand new! What the fuck is your problem—”
I jammed my fist into her face as she went to grab her phone and said, “And this is what happens when you mess with Siena.”
“Ow, you fucking bitch!—”
I walked off before I could hear the rest of the horrible cuss words she was throwing out. Everyone was staring at her. Now I’m not the only one who knows Belle’s got a filthy, dirty potty mouth. And here’s the score board, Siena, 1, Belle, zippo.
Then the thought hit me.
First period, I see Lex.
God, this is going to be awkward.
The bell for passing period rang and I did not want to move. As I slowly edged toward class, I felt so embarrassed… what am I supposed to say? Do I look him in the eye? Do I ignore him? Do I act clueless? Argg! This is way too mind-boggling!
As I walked into my math class, I hid my face in shame. This is so embarrassing! I heard snickers coming from some girls who were friends of Belle. They can just go die in a shit hole. Oh God, Lex is walking in… and he’s staring at me! I whipped my face around and I turned bright red. I wish I was dead right now.
“Hey, Siena.” It was a guy’s voice. Oh God, please let it not be him.
I turned my head to see Lex sitting right next to me. I turned to look at the board and turns out… today is free seating. Wonderful.
“…H-hi” I stuttered, I am so nervous! He’s sitting right next to me… Usually, I wouldn’t be fazed by a guy sitting next to me, but this one thinks I like him! I can’t just shoot him down and say it was a misunderstanding and I don’t like him…I think…
“Hey Lex, hanging with your girlfriend already? You’re quick to make a move!” His friends we’re laughing, but not in a bad way.
Lex’s face turned a little red and he looked away, yelling at his friends to shut up. At least he’s just as embarrassed as I was, and it made me a little happy inside.
Math went by in a blur, I don’t even remember much from it, except for the fact that Lex was right next to me, kind of close-ish, and that he might actually like me. I don’t know if I like him or not…grr… this ‘love’ stuff is way too confusing… I don’t know! Do I like him or not? This was what was in my mind throughout the rest of periods 1-4. Who knew Belle’s rash decision could lead to something so… good?
Lunch came around and I was feeling fantastic! I’ve never felt better. I keep getting this jittery feeling, like I don’t want to see Lex but I do…and I keep getting this feeling, like my heart beats faster. Every time in math when I was with him, it was like everyone else disappeared…it was like it was just me and him…could I really be in love?
“…Earth to Siena! Is anyone in there?” Lily’s voice sucked me out of my thoughts.
“Huh, wha?” I can’t believe I was spacing out so much!
“As I was saying, how’d it go with Belle? Did you have an awkward first period with Lex?” “Oh…about that…” A smile began on my face. Just hearing his name just makes me delighted.
“Siena…do you actually have a crush on Lex?”
“…hehe…maybe~” I could not have sound any more drunk off of something. Lily was giving me funny looks.
“Oh mah gawd…Siena actually likes someone! You have to tell me all about it! Don’t spare a single detail!” Lily was clapping her hands in excitement and content, knowing that for the first time in, I don’t know, 3 years (that she knows of) I have a crush.
I told her the details of first period and she listened through it all.
“Aww, I think he likes you back! Are you guys going to, you know, go on a date or something?”
“Hey! We’re not that far yet, I don’t even know for sure if I like him or he likes me!”
The bell for 5th period rang and I began to hastily pack my bag. After 5th period, I was going to see Lex again. This day just could not get any better. And I was partially right. It got better, and then plummeted…horribly.
6th period came around, and I sat in my seat. Too bad I didn’t get to sit near Lex. Every once in a while, we exchanged looks and he smiled at me. I felt my heart was going to explode. It felt so dreamy, having a maybe crush. I felt like my heart was about to burst with happiness. Is this what it feels like to…like someone? That feeling where you can’t stop smiling, like in anime shows or mangas where the people just don’t stop giving off a flowery vibe.
Soon after, school was over, just like that. I became so sad, realizing today was Friday. I won’t get to see Lex again for another two days! TWO WHOLE DAYS! Without Lex! I don’t think that’s even possible for me! I want to see him everyday! I’ve never felt like this before. I was the last to leave the room, since I’m always so slow at packing my things. I keep forgetting when the bell rings and end up packing my stuff right when it does. I left the room, without tripping! I am so clumsy at these things, and not to mention the classroom is cluttered with tables and chairs. These rooms are way to small!
As I walked towards the door, I noticed a figure standing out there. I assumed it was Lily, attempting to scare me, but was I wrong. I walked out the door to see Lex standing there, waiting for me. Had he been waiting for the five minutes that I took to pack? I was so embarrassed, there were butterflies in my stomach, moving as if they were high off of something.
“Hey.” Lex’s voice was so…guy-ish. I never really noticed him much before.
“Hey Lex…” I felt so flustered…what am I supposed to say?
“Uh…—”
“Umm…—” We both cut each other off. “Ah, sorry, you can go ahead Lex.”
"I was kind of wondering, if you wanted to… umm, hang out this weekend? Maybe go out somewhere…" Lex trailed off, looking shy. It made him look cute. I was so relieved he asked me, then I wouldn't have to ask him…
“Oh, uh… sure.”
"Here, why don’t you um… give me a call" He said as he wrote down his number on a piece of paper nervously and handed it to me.
“Ok.”
We both walked towards the front of the school, but parted ways right before the large crowd. Don’t want people making a big deal about us, not to mention, Belle waits to get picked up over in the front. I found an empty little area near the front and just sank on my feet. I actually had a date with a guy I liked. For the first time, I didn’t really care about Belle or anyone else, I just felt…content with my life. No matter how annoying Belle can get, nothing can get me out of this mood. I was totally wrong about that.
The classes went by in a blur, I hardly even noticed since I was so ecstatic that I finally took on the initiative to take on Belle. She’s been walking around like she’s so important and doesn’t care who she tramples with her big fat self centeredness that finally, FINALLY someone is going to take her down a notch and show her that the real world isn’t so pretty. Finally, I’m walking out of the school going to start my walk home. Sigh, if only today weren’t so hot.
“Hey, Siena. Come here for a sec.” Belle is calling me over. Can’t she just see that I don’t give a shit about her and her problems anymore?
“What do you want?” I am not budging, I am not giving in to her royal drama highness. If Belle wants to talk to me, she better get her lazy ass over here.
“Come here first, and then I’ll talk to you!” She’s sounding really desperate, but that would’ve only worked had I not declared all out war on her. I don’t think she even realizes that I did, that’s big ol’ oblivious Belle for you.
“If you want to talk about something, then why don’t you come OVER here?”
“No, I’m extremely serious! I really need to talk to you in somewhere private…”
I decided to go over to the empty space behind the 200 buildings and walked over to Belle.
“This BETTER be important, or else I’m leaving.”
“Ok, so you know how Lex broke up with his girlfriend? Well turns out, I think he’s going to ask me out tomorrow, because today we switched seats and he sat right next to me, and we kept making eye contact. I can’t wait! What should I wear tomorrow?” Belle kept going on and on about how she wanted to look absolutely perfect, but if you can’t tell right now, I really don’t give a shit. “—ok, so do you think I should wear the all black outfit or should I go with the red checkered blouse with a black tank top underneath plus my skinny jeans?”
“Belle…I told you only if this was important. These ‘issues’ of yours, I really don’t give a shit about ok?!” God, can’t she tell that I honestly don’t care?
“Shut up! I know you’re just jealous because you have a secret crush on Lex, just admit it!” What the hell is wrong with this girl?! Just because I don’t want to listen about her ‘newly starting love life’ with Lex doesn’t mean I like him! I barely even know him for crying out loud!
“You know what – screw this!” I walked away, knowing that Belle will be telling everyone the next day saying ‘Siena likes Lex and now she won’t be my friend anymore even though I forgave her!’ Psh, screw this shit. I don’t need Belle, Allie, or anyone else’s acceptance. I don’t care if I’m hated at school or anything. As long as I know what I’m doing isn’t wrong, then screw everyone else’s opinions.
The next morning, I get so rudely awakened by my phone buzzing its head off while playing Knock You Down by Keri Hilson. Isn’t that a great way to start the day, for a second time?! I reached over grabbed the phone and said “…hello?” Gosh, did I sound weird.
“Oh mah gawd, Siena, you like Lex?!” Lily’s voice on the phone sounds extremely excited. I haven’t liked anyone (and told someone) since 6th grade, but I’ve had crushes here and there. I’ve never really bothered to tell anyone, and I do NOT like Lex.
“NO. Belle told you that didn’t she…” I wonder how many people she’s told already. Sigh, Belle can be such a blabbermouth, even when the issues are extremely private.
“Um… actually you’re not going to like this…”
“Oh, God. Can my life get any worse?”
“Well…Belle kind of sent out a text to everyone, put it on her facebook, myspace, and status message…” I
I checked my phone, facebook, and her gmail status, and whoop-di-doo…
“…OH MY FUCKING GOD. I’M GOING TO MURDER HER.” THE NERVE!! How could she do something like that?! Oh wait, this is Belle we’re talking about, I should’ve expected something like this. Great.
“Yeah, sorry…”
“I’ll see you at school.”
I am going to kill her, literally.
“Belle, get your fucking ass over here.” I am seriously trying to hide my anger, but its not working, not one single bit.
“God Siena, we need to work on that language!” Belle sounds mischievously happy, just what I need to start my fuse.
“Take that status and messages off your facebook, myspace, and whatever shit you have.” “Aww, are you mad that I told everyone the truth?” Belle has this weird smirk on her face that says if I don’t get what I want, this is what will happen. “This is what happens when you mess with me Siena, I can and will ruin your tragically stupid life.”
That was the final pull. I grabbed Belle’s cell phone, threw it to the ground, and smashed it with my foot.
“HEY! That was brand new! What the fuck is your problem—”
I jammed my fist into her face as she went to grab her phone and said, “And this is what happens when you mess with Siena.”
“Ow, you fucking bitch!—”
I walked off before I could hear the rest of the horrible cuss words she was throwing out. Everyone was staring at her. Now I’m not the only one who knows Belle’s got a filthy, dirty potty mouth. And here’s the score board, Siena, 1, Belle, zippo.
Then the thought hit me.
First period, I see Lex.
God, this is going to be awkward.
The bell for passing period rang and I did not want to move. As I slowly edged toward class, I felt so embarrassed… what am I supposed to say? Do I look him in the eye? Do I ignore him? Do I act clueless? Argg! This is way too mind-boggling!
As I walked into my math class, I hid my face in shame. This is so embarrassing! I heard snickers coming from some girls who were friends of Belle. They can just go die in a shit hole. Oh God, Lex is walking in… and he’s staring at me! I whipped my face around and I turned bright red. I wish I was dead right now.
“Hey, Siena.” It was a guy’s voice. Oh God, please let it not be him.
I turned my head to see Lex sitting right next to me. I turned to look at the board and turns out… today is free seating. Wonderful.
“…H-hi” I stuttered, I am so nervous! He’s sitting right next to me… Usually, I wouldn’t be fazed by a guy sitting next to me, but this one thinks I like him! I can’t just shoot him down and say it was a misunderstanding and I don’t like him…I think…
“Hey Lex, hanging with your girlfriend already? You’re quick to make a move!” His friends we’re laughing, but not in a bad way.
Lex’s face turned a little red and he looked away, yelling at his friends to shut up. At least he’s just as embarrassed as I was, and it made me a little happy inside.
Math went by in a blur, I don’t even remember much from it, except for the fact that Lex was right next to me, kind of close-ish, and that he might actually like me. I don’t know if I like him or not…grr… this ‘love’ stuff is way too confusing… I don’t know! Do I like him or not? This was what was in my mind throughout the rest of periods 1-4. Who knew Belle’s rash decision could lead to something so… good?
Lunch came around and I was feeling fantastic! I’ve never felt better. I keep getting this jittery feeling, like I don’t want to see Lex but I do…and I keep getting this feeling, like my heart beats faster. Every time in math when I was with him, it was like everyone else disappeared…it was like it was just me and him…could I really be in love?
“…Earth to Siena! Is anyone in there?” Lily’s voice sucked me out of my thoughts.
“Huh, wha?” I can’t believe I was spacing out so much!
“As I was saying, how’d it go with Belle? Did you have an awkward first period with Lex?” “Oh…about that…” A smile began on my face. Just hearing his name just makes me delighted.
“Siena…do you actually have a crush on Lex?”
“…hehe…maybe~” I could not have sound any more drunk off of something. Lily was giving me funny looks.
“Oh mah gawd…Siena actually likes someone! You have to tell me all about it! Don’t spare a single detail!” Lily was clapping her hands in excitement and content, knowing that for the first time in, I don’t know, 3 years (that she knows of) I have a crush.
I told her the details of first period and she listened through it all.
“Aww, I think he likes you back! Are you guys going to, you know, go on a date or something?”
“Hey! We’re not that far yet, I don’t even know for sure if I like him or he likes me!”
The bell for 5th period rang and I began to hastily pack my bag. After 5th period, I was going to see Lex again. This day just could not get any better. And I was partially right. It got better, and then plummeted…horribly.
6th period came around, and I sat in my seat. Too bad I didn’t get to sit near Lex. Every once in a while, we exchanged looks and he smiled at me. I felt my heart was going to explode. It felt so dreamy, having a maybe crush. I felt like my heart was about to burst with happiness. Is this what it feels like to…like someone? That feeling where you can’t stop smiling, like in anime shows or mangas where the people just don’t stop giving off a flowery vibe.
Soon after, school was over, just like that. I became so sad, realizing today was Friday. I won’t get to see Lex again for another two days! TWO WHOLE DAYS! Without Lex! I don’t think that’s even possible for me! I want to see him everyday! I’ve never felt like this before. I was the last to leave the room, since I’m always so slow at packing my things. I keep forgetting when the bell rings and end up packing my stuff right when it does. I left the room, without tripping! I am so clumsy at these things, and not to mention the classroom is cluttered with tables and chairs. These rooms are way to small!
As I walked towards the door, I noticed a figure standing out there. I assumed it was Lily, attempting to scare me, but was I wrong. I walked out the door to see Lex standing there, waiting for me. Had he been waiting for the five minutes that I took to pack? I was so embarrassed, there were butterflies in my stomach, moving as if they were high off of something.
“Hey.” Lex’s voice was so…guy-ish. I never really noticed him much before.
“Hey Lex…” I felt so flustered…what am I supposed to say?
“Uh…—”
“Umm…—” We both cut each other off. “Ah, sorry, you can go ahead Lex.”
"I was kind of wondering, if you wanted to… umm, hang out this weekend? Maybe go out somewhere…" Lex trailed off, looking shy. It made him look cute. I was so relieved he asked me, then I wouldn't have to ask him…
“Oh, uh… sure.”
"Here, why don’t you um… give me a call" He said as he wrote down his number on a piece of paper nervously and handed it to me.
“Ok.”
We both walked towards the front of the school, but parted ways right before the large crowd. Don’t want people making a big deal about us, not to mention, Belle waits to get picked up over in the front. I found an empty little area near the front and just sank on my feet. I actually had a date with a guy I liked. For the first time, I didn’t really care about Belle or anyone else, I just felt…content with my life. No matter how annoying Belle can get, nothing can get me out of this mood. I was totally wrong about that.
Forever and Never
I don't know why, I should be happy. But I just feel so effin' jealous when I hear how people in San Diego (my friends mostly) are having so much fun, while I'm stuck here...And it's the most STUPID reason to be so upset. It's so dumb! URG!
School is boring/frusterating/urg. That is my new fav. word, URG!!! It describes exactly how i feel. You could say Effin URG! or Damn Urg or Urg i'm running out of urg words! ahahahah :]
Alec and I r friend-ish-ies. Sorta, at least he's not a jerk anymore. Oh and for those who know limp, I will talk in limp. lo, lor lhose lhat lemember 'lhe lean', li lold lim ly leal lame land lage. If you don't know limp, that sucks for you. Umm, lets see...oh tennis was kinda frusterating...idk, my muscles hurt. I feel like a terrible friend. *sigh* on the other hand, I'm writing another short story...umm...its about 'Dylan'. I promised myself I would forget him...and I will...over time. But right now, I just can't T_T
School is boring/frusterating/urg. That is my new fav. word, URG!!! It describes exactly how i feel. You could say Effin URG! or Damn Urg or Urg i'm running out of urg words! ahahahah :]
Alec and I r friend-ish-ies. Sorta, at least he's not a jerk anymore. Oh and for those who know limp, I will talk in limp. lo, lor lhose lhat lemember 'lhe lean', li lold lim ly leal lame land lage. If you don't know limp, that sucks for you. Umm, lets see...oh tennis was kinda frusterating...idk, my muscles hurt. I feel like a terrible friend. *sigh* on the other hand, I'm writing another short story...umm...its about 'Dylan'. I promised myself I would forget him...and I will...over time. But right now, I just can't T_T
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Failing Day
Well....first weird dream today....with Micheal Cronk, the guy from Vinh Do's tennis camp. The dream was he asked me out...WEIRD RIGHT!?!?!?! Omg guess what...I really got to step up my studies. So far all my tests/projects I have gotten an A...A- or an A or an A+. But today, on both of my tests..I got a very, very, very bad grade. Science test: C+ and my French partner test....D!!!! T_T I feel sooo bad!!!! wahhhhhhh! FML!!!! UGH! Sandra and I were talking, she was saying how out of all of our friends, I have the worse case scenario. And I totally agree with her! Poopy...=.-' wtf, wtf, wtf, wtf!!!!!!! The Der der clone transfered into my history class. And what sucks is....I HAVE HISTORY CLASS EVERY SINGLE F********* DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm trying to FORGET der der, and THIS isn't helping me!!! wtf, wtf, wtf! There are a lot of cute couples here...it kinda makes me jealous. Oh...and Mr. Click yelled at Claire. I feld bad for her...but not at the same time ahaha. Mr. Click got mad 2 times today...it was kinda scary...O.O
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Then and Now
I haven't put a picture of me yet! Oopla! xD
Oh gawd I look tired....this is what I look like now..
And this is what I used to look like: --------------------->
Inspired by Siena
So a friend of mine, named Siena is writing a...kind of a story? It's all about highschool drama, and friend problems, and...well just drama over all. It's an amazing self-biography. I love it, and if she ever published it. I would totally buy 1,000,000,000,000,000 copies! She is telling the story in her perspective. Its intertaining and amazing. If she will allow me I will post some...unless she makes a blog herself. Her name is Siena. She's one of my bestest friends, people at Marshall Middle don't know her. She's my secret pen pal. You never know everything about one person. >:]
So lets seee....school boring, lots of homework. Alexandra, Sammy are probably my closest friends here. Alec is being a BASTARD! Just like Meg Ryan said in French Kiss..."All men are bastards". I think i already quoted that.....but I re-quoted so go stick that in a juice box and suck on it! Alec is being super inconsiderate of my feelings. Its so not nice, it hurts! Stupid, bastard Alec. T_T And I hate having to call him that!!
Siena is letting me post her little story thingy!!!
This is the first time I’m trying this… I hope it turns goodJ. Here comes the drama queen rant:
SO, anyway, today Belle, my dear, dear Belle, told me that she likes a certain someone (he who shall not be named), but apparently he’s taken (not by me, just to inform you)! Unfortunately, not really but whatever, Belle is torn between two guys (wow…I’m so surprised, NOT), Lori, a nice guy who isn’t that shabby, and Lex, a short, talkative (but cute) guy (isn’t this the bazillionth time?). And, here comes the real shocker… THEY’RE BOTH TAKEN. Great taste in guys isn’t it? Lori is taken by Issana, a really sweet, kind, optimistic girl, while Lex is taken by someone who I don’t really know, she’s not important in this blog, not one bit. Going on, Belle, being the drama queen she is, is having issues with this. She trying to get over Lori and has some feelings for Lex, but she just can’t get over Lori. Isn’t that wonderful?
What makes Belle such a drama queen and a spoiled brat is that she used to be really close friends with Issana. At that time, Belle hadn’t told Issana that she liked Lori, but turns out, Valentine’s Day came around and something quite surprising happened. Lori never really seemed like the guy who was into all this girl dating stuff but on Valentine’s Day, he had one Valentine’s card for one girl, only one. And guess who he gave that card to? It was Issana, no duh. But since Belle liked Lori, she decided to stop being friends with Issana since she “snatched” away her crush, in which she never told Issana about in the first place. Isn’t that wonderful? Losing a friendship with such a nice girl just because she’s got a guy that you wish you had but didn’t?
I can’t stress how much Belle is unfeeling. She thinks all her friendships revolve around her. She won’t walk over to talk to you, you got to go walk over to her and talk to her. The queen doesn’t like to walk much. I don’t get how I can still be friends with Belle, but I’m just me, no matter how much I hate a person that I’m already friends with, I don’t want to break it off. In Belle’s case, I might…if she goes past the final straw with me (why does everyone say final straw? Is there some kind of straw that people take from you??) ---From your wonderful writer, Siena.
I finished typing the blog, closed the computer lid, and laid back on my chair. How can a person be so selfish? I began thinking to myself. Oh well. Great, Belle’s calling me, gotta go see what she has to say this time.
“Hello~?” Trying to sound cheerful so she won’t suspect my feelings of irritation (this has been the 4th time she’s called today…)
“OH MY GOSH. You will not believe what just happened right now Siena. So anyway today—” Belle’s voice just irritates me, I just want to throw the phone into a freaking wall, but I just got my new phone and would prefer to keep it in good condition. “…Siena?”
“Mhmmm” I have automatic responses for when Belle rants to me, they’re usually either “mhmm” or “go on”.
“YOU AREN’T FUCKING LISTENING TO ME.”
“Do you really have to use that language Belle? I’m listening now.”
“Geeze Siena, you just piss me off sometimes. Anyway, as I was saying, Lex just broke up with his girlfriend! It’s my chance now! I’m sure I can win him over, I’m absolutely positive he likes me, he’s always been staring at me when we see each other. I just know we’ll hit it off well!”
You see, Belle has no sensitivity to anything. She has this child like mentality that thinks if what I want is free, then I just have to grab it and its mine! “You sure? He could’ve been staring at the girls next to us or his GIRLFRIEND that walks the same way to classes with us…”
“EX-GIRLFRIEND, a very important detail you missed!”
Belle hasn’t been one for details, unless it concerns her. Belle just that kind of girl, she only cares for herself, no one else.
“What ever Belle, I don’t have time for this now, I’ve got a chem. test tomorrow and I really need to study.” I don’t have a chem. test tomorrow, I’m just thinking of any excuse to get out of this stupid conversation, not to mention I’m going overboard on minutes because of these pointless conversations with Belle.
“How can you not have time for the biggest turning point in my highschool life?! I’m finally going to get one of the guys of my dreams! I just know he’s the one! How can you NOT have time for this?”
“Look Belle, as wonderfully life changing this sounds, I have to go now. Bye.”
“But—”
I hung up the phone before Belle could say anything more. She calls me so much, it’s extremely annoying. It’s like everyone has to know what happens in every second of her life. WE DON’T NEED TO KNOW THAT YOU JUST ATE A CHEESE BURGER BELLE. WE DON’T NEED TO KNOW THAT YOU JUST PLAYED THE WII. It’s like she’s a constant twitter feed, never ending and really annoying when someone’s constantly twittering. It’s about time I went off to bed, tomorrows another day, with the drama queen just ahead. “RRRIIIINNNNNGGGGGG!!!” My alarm clock started ringing like there was no tomorrow, I wish.
Groggily, I got out of bed, knowing today was another eventful day with Belle in my midst, trying to make a move onto Lex (which will be unsuccessful). I did my morning routine, and began walking to school. Thing is, I live close enough that I don’t need anyone to drive me to school, but far enough that it takes a while before I get to school.
Buzz, buzz.
Great, not only does she waste my minutes by calling me five times a day, but now she calls me at 6:00 in the morning!
“…hello?” I really do not want to talk to Belle now. Not now, and especially not later.
“SIENA~~ guess what?” Belle’s preppy, extremely fake voice makes me want to gag. When she talks like this, she wants a favor, and she’s not going to take no for an answer.
“Hmm?” Keeping the happy edge in my voice is key into getting out of favors with Belle.
“Say, would you be so kind as to call over Lex when lunch comes around? I really want to talk to him, so say something like ‘hey you want to eat lunch with my friends?” or something like that, pretty please?”
“Belle, you know that would be weird! Sure I see him right before lunch but if I say something like that, he’ll think I like him instead of you!” Gosh, I cannot put up with this girl. My voice is extremely close to turning sour.
“Come on Siena, we ALL know Lex won’t think you like him, he’s been staring at ME lately so he’s not going to take it the wrong way!” I hate Belle’s insensitiveness, it just makes me want to ring her neck.
“Belle, I’m not asking him. Go ask him yourself since you’re so absolutely sure that he likes you.” That last comment just pushed me to the edge, my voice turning dangerously sour.
“You know what Siena? I hate this. I’m always doing favors for you and when time comes around that I need a favor from you, you back out like a fucking chicken. Your such a spoiled selfish bitch you know that?!”
“When have YOU ever done a favor for me? For the past month I’ve been doing favors for you here and there, but when time comes around, YOU never do a favor for me and you’re calling me the fucking chicken?!” This girl seriously needs to be taken down a notch.
“WHATEVER. Don’t show your stupid face around me, I don’t have friends who don’t care about me. HMPH.”
And with that she hung up the phone. Sigh, not another one of these. Now at school, she’s going to be going around telling everybody “Siena called me an f-ing chicken and the ‘b’ word” crying and looking like the victim. Everyone’s going to get mad at me and she’s going to get her way. But not this time, I am sick of her fake crocodile tears. Siena isn’t going down without a fight.
Finally, I arrive at school, and here comes to long awaited argument with Belle. Walking to the middle of the school quad, there she is, standing there and crying. Oh wonderful. And would you look at that! There’s a group of classmates who just ADORE Belle because of her fake suck-up voice that makes people think that she’s such a good, nice girl, when she isn’t. They’re hovering around her, giving me death glares, but I’m used to it. They’re just a bunch of brain dead blond idiots anyway, its not like them not liking me is the end of the world. “What are YOU doing here?” That was Allie, the most fake, stupid, preppiest sounding blond girl you will ever meet, and not to mention a member of the cheer club.
“Uh, I’m here to hang out with my friends?” Its not like Belle’s my only friend, I’ve got others too. What does this girl think I am, a loner?
“Well I don’t think you should be here, calling Belle all those mean words. Just get the hell away from here, its obvious that you’re not welcome.” This is Lina, the sidekick of Allie. Lina has always been following Allie, ever since the 6th grade. She thinks Allie is on par with God, talk about exaggeration much?
“Come on, even if she said all those mean things, she still deserves to be forgiven…” Here it comes, the whole nice girl Belle is going to say all these sweet things acting like she’s so innocent and kind when she’s really just saying this to get people to be angrier at me and pity her more.
“Oh Belle, you’re so kind! You really shouldn’t let this girl go for what she said to you so easily! In my eyes, you should be more angry with her, you’re way too nice! As for you,” Allie turns to shoot me more death glares, “don’t come back here again.”
Dear God, I cannot put up with this. I give Belle my best I-don’t-give-a-shit-about-you-I’ve-got-other-friends look and walk over to Lillian. Usually I just call her Lilly for short, since Lillian is so long.
“I heard Belle’s giving you a hard time for not getting what she wants…again.” Lily sick of Belle’s attitude as well, but can hide her feelings a lot better than I can.
“Psh, she always does this. It’s not like it should be a surprise or anything.” It really isn’t, Belle’s been doing this whenever she doesn’t get what she wants.
“Anyway, did you finish your history? I do not get Williams questions at all. What does he think we are, seminerds?” Lily and I both have Williams, and his questions require way too much thinking.
Before I can answer, Belle comes over, absolutely wonderful. She walks straight by Lily and stomps her spoiled, unhappy feet towards me. She awkwardly puts her hand on my neck and pushes my face…hard. Its Belle’s version of a slap, she’s just wimpy and too used to getting her way than resorting to her version of “violence”.
“I’m mad at you!” Oh no, I’m so scared (note the sarcasm). Belle has really become desperate to get her way, but I’m not giving in. Not this time and not ever again.
“That’s wonderful,” I turn back to Lily before Belle oh so rudely interrupted our conversation, “anyway, I have no clue if what I wrote for Williams is right or not. I just put a bunch of crap on a paper, his questions are so mind-boggling!”
That really, really pissed Belle off, just as I was hoping. Her face turned bright red, as if she had way too many packets of hot sauce, glared at me with her really ugly and stupid (and not to mention not intimidating at all) looking face that says I-am-so-mad-at-you, and then storms off.
“Yeah~! High five, go Siena!” Lily high five’s me, almost missing, and I high five her back. Siena’s not the usual nice girl putting up with Belle. It’s all out war now, and I’m not going to back down, not now and not ever. It’s like they say, all’s fair in love and war.
Isn't it absolutely fantabulous!?!?!?!?!?! I'm going to give a little shout out for Siena...I MISS YOU!!!!! I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!!! I LOVE YA!!!
Oh and really good manga is....24 Colors and Mimi wo Sumaseba! It's really good! and Mimi wo Sumaseba is actually a Hiayo Mizaki movie. Or something like that....lol xD
So lets seee....school boring, lots of homework. Alexandra, Sammy are probably my closest friends here. Alec is being a BASTARD! Just like Meg Ryan said in French Kiss..."All men are bastards". I think i already quoted that.....but I re-quoted so go stick that in a juice box and suck on it! Alec is being super inconsiderate of my feelings. Its so not nice, it hurts! Stupid, bastard Alec. T_T And I hate having to call him that!!
Siena is letting me post her little story thingy!!!
This is the first time I’m trying this… I hope it turns goodJ. Here comes the drama queen rant:
SO, anyway, today Belle, my dear, dear Belle, told me that she likes a certain someone (he who shall not be named), but apparently he’s taken (not by me, just to inform you)! Unfortunately, not really but whatever, Belle is torn between two guys (wow…I’m so surprised, NOT), Lori, a nice guy who isn’t that shabby, and Lex, a short, talkative (but cute) guy (isn’t this the bazillionth time?). And, here comes the real shocker… THEY’RE BOTH TAKEN. Great taste in guys isn’t it? Lori is taken by Issana, a really sweet, kind, optimistic girl, while Lex is taken by someone who I don’t really know, she’s not important in this blog, not one bit. Going on, Belle, being the drama queen she is, is having issues with this. She trying to get over Lori and has some feelings for Lex, but she just can’t get over Lori. Isn’t that wonderful?
What makes Belle such a drama queen and a spoiled brat is that she used to be really close friends with Issana. At that time, Belle hadn’t told Issana that she liked Lori, but turns out, Valentine’s Day came around and something quite surprising happened. Lori never really seemed like the guy who was into all this girl dating stuff but on Valentine’s Day, he had one Valentine’s card for one girl, only one. And guess who he gave that card to? It was Issana, no duh. But since Belle liked Lori, she decided to stop being friends with Issana since she “snatched” away her crush, in which she never told Issana about in the first place. Isn’t that wonderful? Losing a friendship with such a nice girl just because she’s got a guy that you wish you had but didn’t?
I can’t stress how much Belle is unfeeling. She thinks all her friendships revolve around her. She won’t walk over to talk to you, you got to go walk over to her and talk to her. The queen doesn’t like to walk much. I don’t get how I can still be friends with Belle, but I’m just me, no matter how much I hate a person that I’m already friends with, I don’t want to break it off. In Belle’s case, I might…if she goes past the final straw with me (why does everyone say final straw? Is there some kind of straw that people take from you??) ---From your wonderful writer, Siena.
I finished typing the blog, closed the computer lid, and laid back on my chair. How can a person be so selfish? I began thinking to myself. Oh well. Great, Belle’s calling me, gotta go see what she has to say this time.
“Hello~?” Trying to sound cheerful so she won’t suspect my feelings of irritation (this has been the 4th time she’s called today…)
“OH MY GOSH. You will not believe what just happened right now Siena. So anyway today—” Belle’s voice just irritates me, I just want to throw the phone into a freaking wall, but I just got my new phone and would prefer to keep it in good condition. “…Siena?”
“Mhmmm” I have automatic responses for when Belle rants to me, they’re usually either “mhmm” or “go on”.
“YOU AREN’T FUCKING LISTENING TO ME.”
“Do you really have to use that language Belle? I’m listening now.”
“Geeze Siena, you just piss me off sometimes. Anyway, as I was saying, Lex just broke up with his girlfriend! It’s my chance now! I’m sure I can win him over, I’m absolutely positive he likes me, he’s always been staring at me when we see each other. I just know we’ll hit it off well!”
You see, Belle has no sensitivity to anything. She has this child like mentality that thinks if what I want is free, then I just have to grab it and its mine! “You sure? He could’ve been staring at the girls next to us or his GIRLFRIEND that walks the same way to classes with us…”
“EX-GIRLFRIEND, a very important detail you missed!”
Belle hasn’t been one for details, unless it concerns her. Belle just that kind of girl, she only cares for herself, no one else.
“What ever Belle, I don’t have time for this now, I’ve got a chem. test tomorrow and I really need to study.” I don’t have a chem. test tomorrow, I’m just thinking of any excuse to get out of this stupid conversation, not to mention I’m going overboard on minutes because of these pointless conversations with Belle.
“How can you not have time for the biggest turning point in my highschool life?! I’m finally going to get one of the guys of my dreams! I just know he’s the one! How can you NOT have time for this?”
“Look Belle, as wonderfully life changing this sounds, I have to go now. Bye.”
“But—”
I hung up the phone before Belle could say anything more. She calls me so much, it’s extremely annoying. It’s like everyone has to know what happens in every second of her life. WE DON’T NEED TO KNOW THAT YOU JUST ATE A CHEESE BURGER BELLE. WE DON’T NEED TO KNOW THAT YOU JUST PLAYED THE WII. It’s like she’s a constant twitter feed, never ending and really annoying when someone’s constantly twittering. It’s about time I went off to bed, tomorrows another day, with the drama queen just ahead. “RRRIIIINNNNNGGGGGG!!!” My alarm clock started ringing like there was no tomorrow, I wish.
Groggily, I got out of bed, knowing today was another eventful day with Belle in my midst, trying to make a move onto Lex (which will be unsuccessful). I did my morning routine, and began walking to school. Thing is, I live close enough that I don’t need anyone to drive me to school, but far enough that it takes a while before I get to school.
Buzz, buzz.
Great, not only does she waste my minutes by calling me five times a day, but now she calls me at 6:00 in the morning!
“…hello?” I really do not want to talk to Belle now. Not now, and especially not later.
“SIENA~~ guess what?” Belle’s preppy, extremely fake voice makes me want to gag. When she talks like this, she wants a favor, and she’s not going to take no for an answer.
“Hmm?” Keeping the happy edge in my voice is key into getting out of favors with Belle.
“Say, would you be so kind as to call over Lex when lunch comes around? I really want to talk to him, so say something like ‘hey you want to eat lunch with my friends?” or something like that, pretty please?”
“Belle, you know that would be weird! Sure I see him right before lunch but if I say something like that, he’ll think I like him instead of you!” Gosh, I cannot put up with this girl. My voice is extremely close to turning sour.
“Come on Siena, we ALL know Lex won’t think you like him, he’s been staring at ME lately so he’s not going to take it the wrong way!” I hate Belle’s insensitiveness, it just makes me want to ring her neck.
“Belle, I’m not asking him. Go ask him yourself since you’re so absolutely sure that he likes you.” That last comment just pushed me to the edge, my voice turning dangerously sour.
“You know what Siena? I hate this. I’m always doing favors for you and when time comes around that I need a favor from you, you back out like a fucking chicken. Your such a spoiled selfish bitch you know that?!”
“When have YOU ever done a favor for me? For the past month I’ve been doing favors for you here and there, but when time comes around, YOU never do a favor for me and you’re calling me the fucking chicken?!” This girl seriously needs to be taken down a notch.
“WHATEVER. Don’t show your stupid face around me, I don’t have friends who don’t care about me. HMPH.”
And with that she hung up the phone. Sigh, not another one of these. Now at school, she’s going to be going around telling everybody “Siena called me an f-ing chicken and the ‘b’ word” crying and looking like the victim. Everyone’s going to get mad at me and she’s going to get her way. But not this time, I am sick of her fake crocodile tears. Siena isn’t going down without a fight.
Finally, I arrive at school, and here comes to long awaited argument with Belle. Walking to the middle of the school quad, there she is, standing there and crying. Oh wonderful. And would you look at that! There’s a group of classmates who just ADORE Belle because of her fake suck-up voice that makes people think that she’s such a good, nice girl, when she isn’t. They’re hovering around her, giving me death glares, but I’m used to it. They’re just a bunch of brain dead blond idiots anyway, its not like them not liking me is the end of the world. “What are YOU doing here?” That was Allie, the most fake, stupid, preppiest sounding blond girl you will ever meet, and not to mention a member of the cheer club.
“Uh, I’m here to hang out with my friends?” Its not like Belle’s my only friend, I’ve got others too. What does this girl think I am, a loner?
“Well I don’t think you should be here, calling Belle all those mean words. Just get the hell away from here, its obvious that you’re not welcome.” This is Lina, the sidekick of Allie. Lina has always been following Allie, ever since the 6th grade. She thinks Allie is on par with God, talk about exaggeration much?
“Come on, even if she said all those mean things, she still deserves to be forgiven…” Here it comes, the whole nice girl Belle is going to say all these sweet things acting like she’s so innocent and kind when she’s really just saying this to get people to be angrier at me and pity her more.
“Oh Belle, you’re so kind! You really shouldn’t let this girl go for what she said to you so easily! In my eyes, you should be more angry with her, you’re way too nice! As for you,” Allie turns to shoot me more death glares, “don’t come back here again.”
Dear God, I cannot put up with this. I give Belle my best I-don’t-give-a-shit-about-you-I’ve-got-other-friends look and walk over to Lillian. Usually I just call her Lilly for short, since Lillian is so long.
“I heard Belle’s giving you a hard time for not getting what she wants…again.” Lily sick of Belle’s attitude as well, but can hide her feelings a lot better than I can.
“Psh, she always does this. It’s not like it should be a surprise or anything.” It really isn’t, Belle’s been doing this whenever she doesn’t get what she wants.
“Anyway, did you finish your history? I do not get Williams questions at all. What does he think we are, seminerds?” Lily and I both have Williams, and his questions require way too much thinking.
Before I can answer, Belle comes over, absolutely wonderful. She walks straight by Lily and stomps her spoiled, unhappy feet towards me. She awkwardly puts her hand on my neck and pushes my face…hard. Its Belle’s version of a slap, she’s just wimpy and too used to getting her way than resorting to her version of “violence”.
“I’m mad at you!” Oh no, I’m so scared (note the sarcasm). Belle has really become desperate to get her way, but I’m not giving in. Not this time and not ever again.
“That’s wonderful,” I turn back to Lily before Belle oh so rudely interrupted our conversation, “anyway, I have no clue if what I wrote for Williams is right or not. I just put a bunch of crap on a paper, his questions are so mind-boggling!”
That really, really pissed Belle off, just as I was hoping. Her face turned bright red, as if she had way too many packets of hot sauce, glared at me with her really ugly and stupid (and not to mention not intimidating at all) looking face that says I-am-so-mad-at-you, and then storms off.
“Yeah~! High five, go Siena!” Lily high five’s me, almost missing, and I high five her back. Siena’s not the usual nice girl putting up with Belle. It’s all out war now, and I’m not going to back down, not now and not ever. It’s like they say, all’s fair in love and war.
Isn't it absolutely fantabulous!?!?!?!?!?! I'm going to give a little shout out for Siena...I MISS YOU!!!!! I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!!! I LOVE YA!!!
Oh and really good manga is....24 Colors and Mimi wo Sumaseba! It's really good! and Mimi wo Sumaseba is actually a Hiayo Mizaki movie. Or something like that....lol xD
Monday, September 21, 2009
Settling in, sorta and tennis days
Well, school is so far un-eventful. I have to admit, the math teacher, Ms. Freeman is kinda mean, and more like Mrs. Martinez/Salizar then I originally thought. English is difficult, I have to finish a difficult boring book in a day (its 300 pages and I only read up to 140) plus I have 3 essays to write. BLAH! French class, Mr. Click is kinda mean, he picks on a lot of asian kids. Especially Jiwoo. It's kinda sad...he calls Jiwoo stupid in French. Not nice right? And then Jiwoo gets picked on and Mr. Click doesn't care. These are the reasons kids bring guns to school and shoots people. No joke there. I know it's been a long time, since I wrote but really nothing eventful has happened. Oh I plan on going to Homecoming Dance, I plan on wearing that black and white one that i wore on the east coast trip to Broadway play. And let's see....also I have officially started playing tennis Tue. Wed. Thur. and Fri. (privite lesson). And then there's like...tutoring on Monday. And my friend is trying to convince me to go to Youth Group with her that is on Sundays. So wow....and then all that homework! If I don't post all the time, I'm sorry. Not like anyone reads this, but still...
talk to everyone later!
talk to everyone later!
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Tennis Day and....A CLONE?
Okay, so today was a typical boring, uneventful day at school. We were supposed to have a Pep Rally, but it rained, so we had to stand in the rain for a while =.=' Uhh, I played tennis with a group of people, it actually wasn't THAT bad. But I think I'm the best there...I have to start playing a lot more tennis xD (Kyle Williams calls me a tennis-a-holic) Ummm...lets see...OH right the Clone. So I was in line, and I saw someone who looked almost IDENTICAL to Der Der. It was creepy!!!!!! D:< Ummm I have my dad's old camera...its cool! ahaha
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
A Day Full of Laughs
Today, I have to admit, I laughed a WHOLE lot. We had another stupid freshman orientation thing. Blehhhh! So after turning in project, the whole freshmen class split into several different groups. My group went outside and did "skill builders" they were stupid and retarded. But I meet a new person named Sammy. She's pretty cool, I guess. So after skill builder, we did some career and right choices excerises. They were messed up and they were down right STEWPID!
Next, was another outdoor activity, shannon=verbal fight, sammy=being chased cuz i dumped water on her head jacqueline= water fight alexandra=grass fight. Saman= * >:] MUAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHA I laughed way too much, my cheeks hurt after this day! And ummm....lets see...Oh and Aaron is funny and stupid, so he made me laugh a lot too. xD
>_< <-I drew that on my hand. OH and reminder, I have to call Nick thursday so I can yell @ Andy for making fun of Nick's awesome tennis skill. Ahahaha...
Next, was another outdoor activity, shannon=verbal fight, sammy=being chased cuz i dumped water on her head jacqueline= water fight alexandra=grass fight. Saman= * >:] MUAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHA I laughed way too much, my cheeks hurt after this day! And ummm....lets see...Oh and Aaron is funny and stupid, so he made me laugh a lot too. xD
>_< <-I drew that on my hand. OH and reminder, I have to call Nick thursday so I can yell @ Andy for making fun of Nick's awesome tennis skill. Ahahaha...
Monday, September 14, 2009
Interesting day...
So...P.E. I had to run the effing mile! THE MILEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! Uhh, Biology was ok, we did a lab *shrug* Lunch was un-eventful. But FRENCH! I actually had fun, so half of the class moved seats around (not permanently), and I sat next to this Sophmore/Junior (idk which) 16 yr old guy named Connor. First of all, I don't know his last name, second of all, he's not THAT cute...he's ok, and THIRD of all, HE CAN NOT DRAW FOR CRAP!!!!!! He started doodling on the back of my paper, because I wrote PAY ATTENTION! and he drew, an elephant (?), a dog (or so he says, to me it looks like a retarded wolf) and a pig (but that looks like a retarded cat). I kept telling him that it did NOT look like animals, so he told me to ask Mr. Click at the end of class. I did, and Connor was all "look what she was doing during class! She was distributing me from my work!" =.=' THAT LITTLE LIAR!!! D:< But I actually had fun, and we had to do this whole dialogue thing, and WE GOT 2nd PLACE! I was soo happy!! Mr. Click actually threw a library book out the window O.O Umm, I hated C2 because Dr. Chary (math teacher) made me feel like an absolute idiot/retard/stupid/any other stupid-ish words. Oh and my cellphone totally crashed, I can't erase ANY of my text messages, so I can't get anymore! T_T POOPYYYYYY! Ahahaha, funny word, poopy! xD
Friday, September 11, 2009
My fantasy aka day dreams
“You new here?” A voice asked as I struggled with my 4th box of books.
“What do you think?” I snapped as I dropped the box. I cursed angrily and leaned down to pick it up when a pair of hands took up the box. I up and a pair of smiling green eyes stared back at me. I was slightly embarrassed at my rude behavior, but what do you expect…would you be happy if you moved from the place where you have lived for 14 years of your life? No, I didn’t think so.
“So what’s your name?” Smiling eyes said.
“Huh?” I said.
“So your name is huh, cool…I’m Dylan.” Dylan smiled.
“Huh, no…my name is….I’m Nadia!” I replied.
“Nice to meet you.” Dylan muttered. I grabbed another box from the moving van. “Where’d you used to live before here?” He asked.
“I used to live in San Diego, California.” I sighed in despair.
“Wow, that’s far.” Dylan commented. I nodded, tears coming to my eyes. “Oh….I’m sorry, I know you wouldn’t want to talk about it.” He continued. I was about to say something when I heard two girl voices shouting.
“Dylan!? Where are you!?”
“Damn, they never quit!! Can you hide me?” Dylan asked. I laughed and directed Dylan into the house, down the stairs into the basement and into my room.
“Now stay here if you don’t want to be found.” I teased. Dylan smirked and then sat down on my bed. “If you want……….you can start opening the cans of paint and putting the sheets down on the floor.” I smiled pointing to the pile of paintbrushes, sheets and paint cans.
“Hello? Anyone here?” A voice from upstairs called out.
“Coming!” I yelled. I winked at Dylan and then calmly walked up stairs. My hair was in braids and underneath a bandana, my shorts and t-shirt was plastered onto my body with sweat. “Can I help you?” I asked.
“Have you seen a hot guy walk past here? He has green eyes, and brown hair…he’s really cute.” A girl in the red tank top asked. I thought for a minute and then shook my head.
“Are you sure? He flirts with every girl…ugly or not.” The girl in the pink shirt said, looking me up and down. My hand curled into a fist, and I brushed past the girls, slamming my shoulders into them. I heard them gasp in surprise and I smiled as I walked over to the giant moving van. I took another box of my stuff and made my way back up to my new home. 943 Stagecoach Ln. was A LOT different from my old home***** ********** **. [My REAL address, I had to *** it out, the 943 address is just random numbers and words] I sighed. As I walked past the girls I heard them whispering to each other. I shifted the box onto my left arm and opened the door. As I walked down into the basement I heard the two girls leave. When I reached my room I heard my computer running. I quietly placed the books onto the floor and opened the door to my room.
“What the hell are you doing? How the hell did you get my password?” I yelled loudly. Dylan jumped up in alarm.
“Oh! Hey Nadia.” He smiled.
“Answer my damn question!” I snapped my hands already in fists.
“Okay…god! Well first I looked through your binders that you had in that one box that you were having trouble with and I saw this page. But then I got bored so I looked around and saw your laptop…by the way it’s pretty good.” He paused. I glared at him and raised an eyebrow. “Okay, okay! So I was trying to crack the password when I noticed that I had seen that…um…’word’ before so I typed in the name and it popped up. So then I started messing around. And so yeah.” Dylan explained. I just stared at him and after a minute or so I sighed and I moved over to the bed and sat next to him.
“So did Ashley and Carly leave?” Dylan asked. I nodded. “Phew, that’s good.” He continued. I shrugged. “So, what now?” He said. I shrugged again. He stood up and looked at his watch. “Sorry, I’ve got to go…my mom will flip if I’m late for tennis practice.”
“You do tennis?” I asked. Dylan nodded. “Cool, me too. Maybe we can play against each other sometime.” I smiled. Dylan smiled back and then left. I watched his figure disappear up the stairs.
“What do you think?” I snapped as I dropped the box. I cursed angrily and leaned down to pick it up when a pair of hands took up the box. I up and a pair of smiling green eyes stared back at me. I was slightly embarrassed at my rude behavior, but what do you expect…would you be happy if you moved from the place where you have lived for 14 years of your life? No, I didn’t think so.
“So what’s your name?” Smiling eyes said.
“Huh?” I said.
“So your name is huh, cool…I’m Dylan.” Dylan smiled.
“Huh, no…my name is….I’m Nadia!” I replied.
“Nice to meet you.” Dylan muttered. I grabbed another box from the moving van. “Where’d you used to live before here?” He asked.
“I used to live in San Diego, California.” I sighed in despair.
“Wow, that’s far.” Dylan commented. I nodded, tears coming to my eyes. “Oh….I’m sorry, I know you wouldn’t want to talk about it.” He continued. I was about to say something when I heard two girl voices shouting.
“Dylan!? Where are you!?”
“Damn, they never quit!! Can you hide me?” Dylan asked. I laughed and directed Dylan into the house, down the stairs into the basement and into my room.
“Now stay here if you don’t want to be found.” I teased. Dylan smirked and then sat down on my bed. “If you want……….you can start opening the cans of paint and putting the sheets down on the floor.” I smiled pointing to the pile of paintbrushes, sheets and paint cans.
“Hello? Anyone here?” A voice from upstairs called out.
“Coming!” I yelled. I winked at Dylan and then calmly walked up stairs. My hair was in braids and underneath a bandana, my shorts and t-shirt was plastered onto my body with sweat. “Can I help you?” I asked.
“Have you seen a hot guy walk past here? He has green eyes, and brown hair…he’s really cute.” A girl in the red tank top asked. I thought for a minute and then shook my head.
“Are you sure? He flirts with every girl…ugly or not.” The girl in the pink shirt said, looking me up and down. My hand curled into a fist, and I brushed past the girls, slamming my shoulders into them. I heard them gasp in surprise and I smiled as I walked over to the giant moving van. I took another box of my stuff and made my way back up to my new home. 943 Stagecoach Ln. was A LOT different from my old home***** ********** **. [My REAL address, I had to *** it out, the 943 address is just random numbers and words] I sighed. As I walked past the girls I heard them whispering to each other. I shifted the box onto my left arm and opened the door. As I walked down into the basement I heard the two girls leave. When I reached my room I heard my computer running. I quietly placed the books onto the floor and opened the door to my room.
“What the hell are you doing? How the hell did you get my password?” I yelled loudly. Dylan jumped up in alarm.
“Oh! Hey Nadia.” He smiled.
“Answer my damn question!” I snapped my hands already in fists.
“Okay…god! Well first I looked through your binders that you had in that one box that you were having trouble with and I saw this page. But then I got bored so I looked around and saw your laptop…by the way it’s pretty good.” He paused. I glared at him and raised an eyebrow. “Okay, okay! So I was trying to crack the password when I noticed that I had seen that…um…’word’ before so I typed in the name and it popped up. So then I started messing around. And so yeah.” Dylan explained. I just stared at him and after a minute or so I sighed and I moved over to the bed and sat next to him.
“So did Ashley and Carly leave?” Dylan asked. I nodded. “Phew, that’s good.” He continued. I shrugged. “So, what now?” He said. I shrugged again. He stood up and looked at his watch. “Sorry, I’ve got to go…my mom will flip if I’m late for tennis practice.”
“You do tennis?” I asked. Dylan nodded. “Cool, me too. Maybe we can play against each other sometime.” I smiled. Dylan smiled back and then left. I watched his figure disappear up the stairs.
My over-dramatic daydreams...
“And this is your new school…” The principle, “Mr. Dimple” (the nickname I gave him) said as he gave me the tour of my new Wisconsin school. I grumbled in response and then tuned out the rest. My mom hastily explained my rude behavior and apologized for me. I knew I would be scolded later. I looked around my mind wandering.
*Flash-Back*
August 3 1:30 a.m.
“Shhhh!!! Rachel will hear you! Laura, did you do the feather test on her? Alisha, we’re gonna give you Sandra’s phone and we’ll keep in touch through text messages.”
“Tell us when Rachel’s asleep so we can put the peanut butter on her face!!” Laura added quietly as Alisha slipped back into my room.
*End of flash-back*
I tuned in again just as “Mr. Dimple” started explaining the dress code.
“No skirts under your fingertips, no undergarments showing, no straps that are less than 1 in length.
I decided not to embarrass my mom this time and nodded unsmiling. I tuned out once more…
*Flash-Back*
“Hey Kyle!!! Stop throwing food at us!!!” I yelled at the big group of boys above us.
“I’m not throwing anything!!” Kyle yelled back.
“Then tell your friends not to throw anything at us!!!” Melanie yelled.
“Yeah…Mitchell…” I shouted, glaring at Mitchell.
“What?! I swear I’m not throwing anything!!!”He protested. Then something whizzed past my head. I turned, seeing Kyle holding a bag of Oreos in his hand grinning like an idiot, while all around him his friends laughed.
*End of flash-back*
Something caught my eye snapping me out of my flash back. A recognizable face that suddenly turned away just as I saw his face. [Note from azn grl: i wrote this in 7th grade when I liked Nolan Uribe] Was that…Nolan???
“Hey!!! You! Wait up!!” I called out, as I ran to catch up with the person who started sprinting towards the stairs, interrupting the “Mr. Dimple”.
“Nadia! Get back here!” My mom yells. I wave my hand telling her I heard her but I continued running. But he was no longer in front of me. I stopped and looked up and down the hallway but didn’t see him. I sighed heavily and started walking back to my mom. Then I heard a door open quietly, I turned quickly and saw him…Nolan. Time stopped as we both just looked at each other. My heart went ‘ba-bumb, ba-bumb, ba-bumb’. He took a step forward, but then my mom and the principle caught up with me. He turned abruptly and left. I smiled, and apologized to “Mr. Dimple” with a big smile
*Flash-Back*
August 3 1:30 a.m.
“Shhhh!!! Rachel will hear you! Laura, did you do the feather test on her? Alisha, we’re gonna give you Sandra’s phone and we’ll keep in touch through text messages.”
“Tell us when Rachel’s asleep so we can put the peanut butter on her face!!” Laura added quietly as Alisha slipped back into my room.
*End of flash-back*
I tuned in again just as “Mr. Dimple” started explaining the dress code.
“No skirts under your fingertips, no undergarments showing, no straps that are less than 1 in length.
I decided not to embarrass my mom this time and nodded unsmiling. I tuned out once more…
*Flash-Back*
“Hey Kyle!!! Stop throwing food at us!!!” I yelled at the big group of boys above us.
“I’m not throwing anything!!” Kyle yelled back.
“Then tell your friends not to throw anything at us!!!” Melanie yelled.
“Yeah…Mitchell…” I shouted, glaring at Mitchell.
“What?! I swear I’m not throwing anything!!!”He protested. Then something whizzed past my head. I turned, seeing Kyle holding a bag of Oreos in his hand grinning like an idiot, while all around him his friends laughed.
*End of flash-back*
Something caught my eye snapping me out of my flash back. A recognizable face that suddenly turned away just as I saw his face. [Note from azn grl: i wrote this in 7th grade when I liked Nolan Uribe] Was that…Nolan???
“Hey!!! You! Wait up!!” I called out, as I ran to catch up with the person who started sprinting towards the stairs, interrupting the “Mr. Dimple”.
“Nadia! Get back here!” My mom yells. I wave my hand telling her I heard her but I continued running. But he was no longer in front of me. I stopped and looked up and down the hallway but didn’t see him. I sighed heavily and started walking back to my mom. Then I heard a door open quietly, I turned quickly and saw him…Nolan. Time stopped as we both just looked at each other. My heart went ‘ba-bumb, ba-bumb, ba-bumb’. He took a step forward, but then my mom and the principle caught up with me. He turned abruptly and left. I smiled, and apologized to “Mr. Dimple” with a big smile
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Slowly, yet painfully the days are getting better...
Slowly, the days are starting to get better. Painfully the days are becoming less un-enjoyable. I am currently watching I, Robot. With Will Smith...as Spooner? You guys must've seen it. It's amazing. I rlly like that movie. Anyway, all the days are boring.....because, well....ALL THE GUYS HERE ARE FUGLYYYYYYYYYYYYY! I mean, some ppl are sorta cute, but the CUTEST guy I think around here thats a freshie, is probably this kid who looks like Alec. Weird right?!
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
First day: BAD!!!! second day: better but......
Today was better than yesterday, except I had really, really, really bad stomache ache in math. I was sooo hungry. My breakfast was some powerade, hot chocolate, and 3 bites of carrot cake. :P Ah, well...I didn't miss the bus! And I actually knew someone on the bus, Aaron, who is in my "big Mac" group. Weird...very weird. So let's see...English, not bad...other than I have to read Romeo and Juliet...If I had it my way I would either 1. make them kill each other (and not like, he drinks poison and she stabs herself) or 2. they just run away together. Math, not bad as well...other than the stomache thing. Uhhhh lunch, again sat with people I don't know that well. PHotography seems fun, but sooo expensive ($40 for using darkroom, and then YOU have to buy a +$100 camera, and film, and paper). History, for a second I FREAKED out, I thought my project was due today, luckily it's not. So I can change it! :] Instead of P.E. shirt, which is STUPID. I took off Natasha's friendship bracelet without cutting it, and I'm going to use that. :] Let's see...ummm NOT looking foward to French class, ~can I switch out and do Spanish instead!? T^T~ Overall, today was slightly better...Oh i found a dead bird on the lawn to "the" house. I still refuse to call this house "MY" house. MY house is in San Diego, CA. SO HA!
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
An average day, with an average teenager dreaming a not so average day-dream
"Yeah! I get to go back to San Diegoooooo!" I say as I jump outta bed.
"Yipee." My mom says un-happily. I do a little jig around my mom.
"San Die-GO, San Die-GO!" I sing as I continue my dance down the stairs. I almost run into the packers. "Oops, SORRY!!!" I laugh and sit down at the cleared off breakfast table. I manage to grab my cereal bar and water bottle before the packers started packing up the food. "I'm so happy we are going back!" I say happily with my mouth full of cereal.
"I can tell." My dad said as he appeared in the doorway.
"San Die-GO, San Die-GO!"
A WEEK LATER UPON ARRIVING IN SAN DIEGO
"YAYYYYY!" I say loudly as soon as I set enter the empty, paint smelling house. "I'm HOMEEEE!" I laugh as I fall onto the greenish teal carpet as Zeus, my dog, starts barking and chasing me.
"Nadia?"
"SANDRAAAA!" I look towards the door to see a grown, girl with long 'luscious' [Note from azn grl: "inside joke...sorry if you don't get it you poor shmucks"] black hair, wearing blue jeans and a purple panda shirt. I run up to her and give her a huge hug.
"I'm back!!!" I practacilly scream into her ear.
"I know! IM SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYY! And I brought Jilly and Izy with meeee!" Sandra steps into the house revealing Izy with her black hair pulled back into a messy bun and black skinny jeans with MCR t-shirt and fishnet arm warmers, and Jilly with her brown hair covering the back of her Linkin Park shirt and blue jeans. I give them both a HUGE hug and usher them inside. As soon as the four of us begin to start talking and catching up the door bell rings again, and appears Natasha, Laura, Peng, Sabby, Alec, Taylor, Kyle (Williams), and Connor.
"OH MY GAWWDDD! What are YOU guys doing here!??!" I shout loudly as I hug each of them.
"YOUR BACK THATS WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!" Sabby and Natasha shout as they "magically" produce glorious bags of chips and soda!!!! :]
[note from azn grl: "you get the idea :)" ]
"Yipee." My mom says un-happily. I do a little jig around my mom.
"San Die-GO, San Die-GO!" I sing as I continue my dance down the stairs. I almost run into the packers. "Oops, SORRY!!!" I laugh and sit down at the cleared off breakfast table. I manage to grab my cereal bar and water bottle before the packers started packing up the food. "I'm so happy we are going back!" I say happily with my mouth full of cereal.
"I can tell." My dad said as he appeared in the doorway.
"San Die-GO, San Die-GO!"
A WEEK LATER UPON ARRIVING IN SAN DIEGO
"YAYYYYY!" I say loudly as soon as I set enter the empty, paint smelling house. "I'm HOMEEEE!" I laugh as I fall onto the greenish teal carpet as Zeus, my dog, starts barking and chasing me.
"Nadia?"
"SANDRAAAA!" I look towards the door to see a grown, girl with long 'luscious' [Note from azn grl: "inside joke...sorry if you don't get it you poor shmucks"] black hair, wearing blue jeans and a purple panda shirt. I run up to her and give her a huge hug.
"I'm back!!!" I practacilly scream into her ear.
"I know! IM SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYY! And I brought Jilly and Izy with meeee!" Sandra steps into the house revealing Izy with her black hair pulled back into a messy bun and black skinny jeans with MCR t-shirt and fishnet arm warmers, and Jilly with her brown hair covering the back of her Linkin Park shirt and blue jeans. I give them both a HUGE hug and usher them inside. As soon as the four of us begin to start talking and catching up the door bell rings again, and appears Natasha, Laura, Peng, Sabby, Alec, Taylor, Kyle (Williams), and Connor.
"OH MY GAWWDDD! What are YOU guys doing here!??!" I shout loudly as I hug each of them.
"YOUR BACK THATS WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!" Sabby and Natasha shout as they "magically" produce glorious bags of chips and soda!!!! :]
[note from azn grl: "you get the idea :)" ]
My "bestest guy" friends
I felt bad for doing all my "girlfriends" so, I am now doing all my guy friends. Except....sorry guys you all are on one post. But you all get pictures :]
Taylor Cottle: He is superly duperly nice! He is also superly duperly tall. But that's what makes him awesome!!! He has the coolest handwriting too, its pretty much calligraphy!! He swims, and plays the....cello. His nickname(s) include, Tay Tay, Kinoko, and Tay Tay the Blue Jay. He is also very, very smart. And gives very good advice...just like meeee (just kidding, my advice never works, while his does =.='). Tay Tay is overall just a great person to be around, and you always have fun when he's there!
Nolan Uribe: Well, I can't say much about him. The only year we actually got to see each other face to face, we annoyed each other to death x]. Since he moved, we have been keeping in touch during emails. He DOES still annoy me, and he enjoys it. But we annoy each other. I like to know
what happens in his life, and I give him advice (but I don't think he uses it). Nolan is super smart, he does xc (which until a couple of days ago I didn't know what it meant, it mean Cross Country). Nolan is actually very cool, after you get through the stubborn layer of his personality. He can be nice too, but through email it seems more like he's being sarcastic. His nickname is Nol Nol An An (ahahhahahahaha).
Taylor Cottle: He is superly duperly nice! He is also superly duperly tall. But that's what makes him awesome!!! He has the coolest handwriting too, its pretty much calligraphy!! He swims, and plays the....cello. His nickname(s) include, Tay Tay, Kinoko, and Tay Tay the Blue Jay. He is also very, very smart. And gives very good advice...just like meeee (just kidding, my advice never works, while his does =.='). Tay Tay is overall just a great person to be around, and you always have fun when he's there!
Matthew Peng: Matt is awesome. He is super smart, and he's also super short! He's so adorable. xD Matt is like, a little brother to me. Hurt him and I will KILL you. He is very dependable and he plays football, tennis and basketball. He's good at keeping secrets, and sometimes he seems lazy but secretly he's thinking up little evil plans (Muahahahaah...oh wait...that's me). His nickname, that I call him is Peng Peng, or Peng. Some people call him Penguin but I don't. Peng is a very cool asian and a very good friend.
Alec Mathews: Alec is my newest bestest guy friend. He is not super smart, or super tall or super short. Alec is SUPER funny, so that makes up for his super not-notness. He makes the funniest faces, but when he has to be serious, he is. He is dependable, and he so sweet (even if he won't admit it). I love him as a brother, nothing more, nothing less. And like a brother we get in fights, but he never wins {:p}. Alec's nickname is Pidgeon, the short story behind that is...he was saying 'cool' but he forgot the L so it said 'coo'. And from then on his nickname was Pidgeon. Alec actually is a little trickster, he'll mess with your brain. BEWARE! He plays baseball, and likes the Padres.
Nolan Uribe: Well, I can't say much about him. The only year we actually got to see each other face to face, we annoyed each other to death x]. Since he moved, we have been keeping in touch during emails. He DOES still annoy me, and he enjoys it. But we annoy each other. I like to know
what happens in his life, and I give him advice (but I don't think he uses it). Nolan is super smart, he does xc (which until a couple of days ago I didn't know what it meant, it mean Cross Country). Nolan is actually very cool, after you get through the stubborn layer of his personality. He can be nice too, but through email it seems more like he's being sarcastic. His nickname is Nol Nol An An (ahahhahahahaha).
New School, New Friends, New....wtf this is NOT what I was prepaired for!
Well how was YOUR first day of school? Mine was just...bad.
I wake up at 3 AM because of a nightmare, so I watched Korean TV for about an hour before going back to bed. Then I wake up, and I miss the bus. Ok...=.=' no biggie. So I arrive at school and go into the gym, its a "RED day" which means all the odd periods (1,3,5,7)...so P.E. first, we learn the rules and whatever other blah that we need to know about P.E. then ONTO Biology (for those poor shmuck that have physics this year, I pity you), the Biology teacher has already kindly assigned a test THIS Thursday. *whoopee* =.- At least I knew a person in Biology unlike in P.E. so then lunch, I DIDN'T SIT ALONE! I was at least somewhat happy about that. After lunch, French time. GAHHHH, defiantly scary, he teaches you a word and then asks random students to stand up and say it to him. He thought us a conversation, he asked people to have that conversation with each other in FRONT of the class. I could never do that, luckily he only made me say "Bonjour Monsieur'. So that wasn't TOO bad, and I made a friend, she is Chinese? Maybe...then History...History I have EVERY SINGLE DAY for the rest of 9th grade =.=' Oh well, it could be worse, I guess. The plus side is, I can pretty much chew gum in any class, I can wear sandals, and they have cookies and pretzels here that supposedly "taste good" quote on quote from the teachers.*sigh*...I have concluded that McLean has been divided into sections: for the girls there are the PREPS and the NON-PREPS...guess what Category I fall under. Oh and in my world PREPS is equivalent to GIRLY GIRLS. For the boys it is JOCKS, NERDS, and Neithers. One kid looks like Alec Mathews, one girl looks sorta like Amanda Liberto, another girl looks like Amy DeNinno, and one boy looks like Grayson Boyer. *shrug*
I wake up at 3 AM because of a nightmare, so I watched Korean TV for about an hour before going back to bed. Then I wake up, and I miss the bus. Ok...=.=' no biggie. So I arrive at school and go into the gym, its a "RED day" which means all the odd periods (1,3,5,7)...so P.E. first, we learn the rules and whatever other blah that we need to know about P.E. then ONTO Biology (for those poor shmuck that have physics this year, I pity you), the Biology teacher has already kindly assigned a test THIS Thursday. *whoopee* =.- At least I knew a person in Biology unlike in P.E. so then lunch, I DIDN'T SIT ALONE! I was at least somewhat happy about that. After lunch, French time. GAHHHH, defiantly scary, he teaches you a word and then asks random students to stand up and say it to him. He thought us a conversation, he asked people to have that conversation with each other in FRONT of the class. I could never do that, luckily he only made me say "Bonjour Monsieur'. So that wasn't TOO bad, and I made a friend, she is Chinese? Maybe...then History...History I have EVERY SINGLE DAY for the rest of 9th grade =.=' Oh well, it could be worse, I guess. The plus side is, I can pretty much chew gum in any class, I can wear sandals, and they have cookies and pretzels here that supposedly "taste good" quote on quote from the teachers.*sigh*...I have concluded that McLean has been divided into sections: for the girls there are the PREPS and the NON-PREPS...guess what Category I fall under. Oh and in my world PREPS is equivalent to GIRLY GIRLS. For the boys it is JOCKS, NERDS, and Neithers. One kid looks like Alec Mathews, one girl looks sorta like Amanda Liberto, another girl looks like Amy DeNinno, and one boy looks like Grayson Boyer. *shrug*
Monday, September 7, 2009
Preparing for School
Well, the day of torture is upon us, the students of the world (or at least those who start school tomorrow). The final buying of supplies, the filling of forms. All the 'joys' of preparing for school...*sigh*
The many differences of McLean and Scripps, for ONE thing, Scripps is out in the sun, an outdoors school. And McLean has lockers...which is nice, I guess. But a most vital thing is MOST OF MY FRIENDS ARE GOING TO SCRIPPS!!!!!!!!!! *sigh* The tortures of highschool, where the jocks, cheerleaders, nerds, emo-s, preps, goths, loners, populars...and best of all, all of the aboves. :] Gambatte in highschool minna!!!
The many differences of McLean and Scripps, for ONE thing, Scripps is out in the sun, an outdoors school. And McLean has lockers...which is nice, I guess. But a most vital thing is MOST OF MY FRIENDS ARE GOING TO SCRIPPS!!!!!!!!!! *sigh* The tortures of highschool, where the jocks, cheerleaders, nerds, emo-s, preps, goths, loners, populars...and best of all, all of the aboves. :] Gambatte in highschool minna!!!
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Tennis
I miss tennis...not the super competitive people here in Virginia. I miss the people I had at Thursday and Friday tennis in San Diego.
On Thursdays, there is....ummm Nick Storey, Andy Kuharski, Maggie LaCosta, Jessica Nyugen, Tiara Cabrera, Tate Salizar, Kevin Salizar (yes Tate and Kevin are brothers), Gabe Salizar (I think that's his last name, but his cousin is Tate and Kevin), and then there's Steven (but I
don't know his last name), and then Me :]
And then on Friday tennis: ahhh Friday tennis, good time, good times. Personally I liked Friday tennis the best because well, I guess it's because I'm the only girl. All the people from Thursday tennis, excluding Tiara, Maggie and Jessica, INCLUDING a person name Drew. I don't know his last name though...SORRY DREW!!!!!
And then on Friday tennis: ahhh Friday tennis, good time, good times. Personally I liked Friday tennis the best because well, I guess it's because I'm the only girl. All the people from Thursday tennis, excluding Tiara, Maggie and Jessica, INCLUDING a person name Drew. I don't know his last name though...SORRY DREW!!!!!
Sabrina SABBY Lee
Sabrina is a year younger than me. But she is a fantastic friend. Haha an FF (also could be Friend Forever). Sabby and I met in...like ummmm 5th grade, and she was in 4th. We had tennis lessons together from Tammy Redondo. At first I didn't really like her, because I thought she was...(i don't know) trying to steal Tammy's attention. But hey, I was 10! I liked attention. Any back to Sabby. She's an amazing person, no joke. I swear she is a GREAT tennis player. She doesn't think so, but she is. And I also think she'd be a great Mrs. Sitzer. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHA! xD Sabrina is one of my closest, bestest friends. Apparently she doesn't like Fred. She's had 3 boyfriends, the first one was :] second one was a fat-ass jerk and the third one was very nice. I liked 1 and 3. :] ahahahaha. She probably hates me for saying this on my blog. She is very random, I mean...she was eating spaghetti with chopsticks! CHOPSTICKS! I'm at a lost for words, honestly. I don't know what to say, I hate repeating words because that makes me sound fake. So I'm just going to say, if you ever have Sabby as a friend, she would be a wonderful friend.
Boys/Guys/Jerks (whatever you want to call 'them')
Boys...Guys...Jerks. They are all one thing, terrible, wonderful, amazing, bastards. Boys, you can't live with them, you can't live without them. They can't understand that every once in a while, a girl would just love to be swept off their feet. Now, I don't believe in love at first sight, nor do I believe in love is perfect. Love isn't perfect and I know that. Every relationship has their flaws. My experiences with boys have NOT been pleasant. I am the kind that has a quiet crush. I like someone and I don't tell I like them and then I fall out of love. I know, I know...I should get into the game and not wait on the sidelines. But I'd rather not be hurt. I had a friend, I won't name names but, she (Cynthia) liked a guy (Tom), Cynthia told her friend Amy, it turned out Amy liked Tom, and Tom liked Amy back. So pretty much Amy and Tom were "together". Cynthia was crushed, C.R.U.S.H.E.D. I'd rather not be hurt like that. Plus I'd perfer it if the guy asked me out, instead of well, me asking him. Apparently i'm very...transparent. If I like a guy, I tend to like...annoy them? And not only do they realize I like them, they end up hating me. Or at least that's what happened the last 2 times I liked someone, *cough* Derek Mann and Andy Kuharski. And when I like someone I tend to...well, it is NOT stalk them. It's more like...well ok...>/////////////< For example, one guy I asked his friend for his number and then got his address from the Yellow Pages. I quess you could classify it as stalking....but ITS NOT!
Why don't guys use words like...Beautiful, or Gorgeous? Most of the time you hear, Sexy or Hot. Sure it sets a mood, but HONESTLY!
Why don't guys use words like...Beautiful, or Gorgeous? Most of the time you hear, Sexy or Hot. Sure it sets a mood, but HONESTLY!
Laura La-La the Blueberry Holland
Laura, she's my oldest friend. We meet in kindergarten, I was chasing her around shooting her with a rubber band, and she was calling me a witch. Haha. Laura is my minty-roll buddy. We have a lot of great memories. Laura used to wear tons and tons of eye liner, and had blue highlights. But really, she would be beautiful. Although she hates me, when I tell her this, she could most definitely be a model. She has a terrible phobia of photos. AHAHA, her 7th grade yearbook picture was TERRIBLE! Everyone made fun on her, I did too but I'm her friend!
Laura and I went canoeing (is that spelled right?). This is a picture from Laura in the canoe. Its funny really, we've never really had a huge fight. Sure we've had some fights, but Laura is a one of a kind friend. She's a mix of personalities put into one person. She's the funny, cute one, the shy, quiet one, the loud, hyper one, the aggressive, hot tempered one, the happy, laughing one. If you became her friend, you wouldn't regret it.
Laura and I went canoeing (is that spelled right?). This is a picture from Laura in the canoe. Its funny really, we've never really had a huge fight. Sure we've had some fights, but Laura is a one of a kind friend. She's a mix of personalities put into one person. She's the funny, cute one, the shy, quiet one, the loud, hyper one, the aggressive, hot tempered one, the happy, laughing one. If you became her friend, you wouldn't regret it.
Natasha "Natooshy" Ephriam
Natasha is...also known as Natooshy.
She hate, hate, HATES that nickname. But ever since Laura and I called her that, she has been dubbed Natooshy by a lot of people. Ahahaha. My powerful influence on 'Da World'. Jk, jk! Lets see, Natasha is a hitter, and not in terms of like baseball. She likes to hit people. [Ok, ok...I do too but she hits people whenever she gets pissed] Natooshy has this obsession with Michigan. When ever she comes back from Michigan all you hear is "Michigan this, Michigan that!" I'm not saying its a bad things...its just, ANNOYING! Natasha is really very nice. When ever you get in a fight with her, in a couple of day you would be laughing and having a great time. Natasha is a great friend...she's one of the best kind of friends you can have. I've known Natasha since...like 4th grade. And it's always been a pleasure to be her friend. Its so fun to be around her. :]
She hate, hate, HATES that nickname. But ever since Laura and I called her that, she has been dubbed Natooshy by a lot of people. Ahahaha. My powerful influence on 'Da World'. Jk, jk! Lets see, Natasha is a hitter, and not in terms of like baseball. She likes to hit people. [Ok, ok...I do too but she hits people whenever she gets pissed] Natooshy has this obsession with Michigan. When ever she comes back from Michigan all you hear is "Michigan this, Michigan that!" I'm not saying its a bad things...its just, ANNOYING! Natasha is really very nice. When ever you get in a fight with her, in a couple of day you would be laughing and having a great time. Natasha is a great friend...she's one of the best kind of friends you can have. I've known Natasha since...like 4th grade. And it's always been a pleasure to be her friend. Its so fun to be around her. :]
Jilly (Billy-illy) Turner
Jillian is also one of my bestest friends. Her nickname from me is Jilly-Billy-Illy. There is also the nickname Kasi, but I don't use it that much. Jilly is the hyper one. She doesn't even need sugar to be loud. :] And I totally love her because of that. Jilly is a band-geek. But she isn't ashamed about it either. She is a brave, brave soul. She is a Linkin Park fan...more like MEGA FAN! She is obsessed with Linkin Park. And knows most of the lyrics of most of the songs. It is truly amazing. Jilly is an amazing person. I love herrr! Jilly, pidgeon and I are minions of the cookie monster, Jilly is chicken w/ some herbs flavored!
Izy Yuzu Truong
Izy is one of my bestest friends too!
I love her soo much! Her drawings are amazing, and her coloring is "outta this world!" WOOT!
Haha, Izy's nickname that I gave her is Yuzuki, we mixed Suki and Yuki together and got..Yuzuki! xD Izy and I have this little story-thing going on. It's called a chibi chat.
Izy has this amazing ability to make up these cool little quotes. One example is
"Not all princes are armed with a mighty sword or intricate shield... because no prince can protect my heart with some flimsy sword or sorry-excuse of a shield"
Izy is very dramatic, it's not a bad thing but sometimes it can get on people's nerves. But she is the most lovable Izy in the world. Izy's had some love issues, but she's still Izy even though she's hurt. That's what I love about her. Even through all her toubles she will always stay the same.
I love her soo much! Her drawings are amazing, and her coloring is "outta this world!" WOOT!
Haha, Izy's nickname that I gave her is Yuzuki, we mixed Suki and Yuki together and got..Yuzuki! xD Izy and I have this little story-thing going on. It's called a chibi chat.
Izy has this amazing ability to make up these cool little quotes. One example is
"Not all princes are armed with a mighty sword or intricate shield... because no prince can protect my heart with some flimsy sword or sorry-excuse of a shield"
Izy is very dramatic, it's not a bad thing but sometimes it can get on people's nerves. But she is the most lovable Izy in the world. Izy's had some love issues, but she's still Izy even though she's hurt. That's what I love about her. Even through all her toubles she will always stay the same.
Sandra Dra-Dra Dai
Sandra is one of my bestest friends.
She is super neat and when she's around parents or teachers or...such she's extremely polite.
But once she's with her friends, she is super funny! She is my spoon buddy! She is also my biking/baking/having a 3-way call buddy! I have a lot of fun when she's around. And even
though she thinks her drawings are terrible, I think they are absolutely FANTABULOUS!!!!
Although Sandra is very neat her room is a mess! xD Even Sandra thinks so!! But at least
she's honest about it. I've known Sandra since I was in 4th grade, truth be told I didn't like her that much, my friend Clara was really good friends with Sandra and I was jealous! But in 7th grade...Sandra and I were in math class together. And we just became really good friends!! and I'm really glad we did...OH and Sandra plays the cello really, really, really well!
Sandra is very good at drawing Noodle too. And not like spaghetti noodle, like...Noodle the blob!
She's the most amazing friend, but get on her bad sad dun dun doooon!!! Any person who has Sandra as a friend is LUCKY as a DUCKY!!!!!!
She is super neat and when she's around parents or teachers or...such she's extremely polite.
But once she's with her friends, she is super funny! She is my spoon buddy! She is also my biking/baking/having a 3-way call buddy! I have a lot of fun when she's around. And even
though she thinks her drawings are terrible, I think they are absolutely FANTABULOUS!!!!
Although Sandra is very neat her room is a mess! xD Even Sandra thinks so!! But at least
she's honest about it. I've known Sandra since I was in 4th grade, truth be told I didn't like her that much, my friend Clara was really good friends with Sandra and I was jealous! But in 7th grade...Sandra and I were in math class together. And we just became really good friends!! and I'm really glad we did...OH and Sandra plays the cello really, really, really well!
Sandra is very good at drawing Noodle too. And not like spaghetti noodle, like...Noodle the blob!
She's the most amazing friend, but get on her bad sad dun dun doooon!!! Any person who has Sandra as a friend is LUCKY as a DUCKY!!!!!!
Juliann TK Li
I'm copying Juliann Li...cuz she has extremely good ideas.
So I guess I'm starting with Juliann.
My nickname for her is TK. I <3
She is soo funny!!! She is very obsessed with TW Dramas.Well, Asian dramas overall. And she has this random attitude thatjust springs up outta no where. She can make ANYONE laugh.Even when you're feeling sad, she can most definitely make you smile again.In Marshall, she LOVED super cookies. She has this obsession with them.She also has a blog, its... www.checkyesjuliann.blogspot.comGo check it out. Its very good :] Juliann and I don't talk as much as I wishwe did. She doesn't go on the computer that much, and whenever she's onI'm not. But she is one of my closest friends. and I love her becauseshe is so fun to be around, you will never get bored.
So I guess I'm starting with Juliann.
My nickname for her is TK. I <3
She is soo funny!!! She is very obsessed with TW Dramas.Well, Asian dramas overall. And she has this random attitude thatjust springs up outta no where. She can make ANYONE laugh.Even when you're feeling sad, she can most definitely make you smile again.In Marshall, she LOVED super cookies. She has this obsession with them.She also has a blog, its... www.checkyesjuliann.blogspot.comGo check it out. Its very good :] Juliann and I don't talk as much as I wishwe did. She doesn't go on the computer that much, and whenever she's onI'm not. But she is one of my closest friends. and I love her becauseshe is so fun to be around, you will never get bored.
Moving and friends
Well lets see....
Currently living in VA, left sunny San Diego because my dad got a new job that "pays better".
I shouldn't complain, I've got a bunch of friends who move, and they get used to it.
But I've had lived in San Diego for 13 1/2 years...and made a LOT of friends.
Personally I think that moving is a terrible experience...to have to pack everything thing up, and
then ship it to some desolate area, just so you can UN-pack it. Not only that, but to leave all your friends behind...such a sad, sad world without friends. I should know, I spent the whole summer without friends. True, I went to camps, and meet people. But you can't call someone you spent a week or less with a friend. A friend is someone who knows your secrets. You can tell them ANYTHING and they won't tell anyone. A friend is...someone who will laugh when you trip and then trip you again. Or...at least my friends would. x]
This is my first blog post, and I'm not really sure what I'm supposed to say. Much less what I'm supposed to write. But I think, I'll just end with this.
Bye 4 now
Currently living in VA, left sunny San Diego because my dad got a new job that "pays better".
I shouldn't complain, I've got a bunch of friends who move, and they get used to it.
But I've had lived in San Diego for 13 1/2 years...and made a LOT of friends.
Personally I think that moving is a terrible experience...to have to pack everything thing up, and
then ship it to some desolate area, just so you can UN-pack it. Not only that, but to leave all your friends behind...such a sad, sad world without friends. I should know, I spent the whole summer without friends. True, I went to camps, and meet people. But you can't call someone you spent a week or less with a friend. A friend is someone who knows your secrets. You can tell them ANYTHING and they won't tell anyone. A friend is...someone who will laugh when you trip and then trip you again. Or...at least my friends would. x]
This is my first blog post, and I'm not really sure what I'm supposed to say. Much less what I'm supposed to write. But I think, I'll just end with this.
Bye 4 now
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